Beanie in the house!

say huh

2010-08-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

Ya know, when life gives you lemons, make lemonades. But how is it possible without sugar?What if the lemons are so rotten that they taste bitter? I can't survive on bitter lemonades. HELL NO.

yacht trip!

2010-03-16T00:11:00.002+08:00

i had a blast today! Went on a yacht trip with my pri sch friends and it was awesome. Too bad yingbin couldn't make it. You missed out on a lot woman! We went to the sentosa resort?!?! thing and got on a yacht and then travelled to 2 islands. The waves were pretty choppy and i kinda felt giddy and i still do from typing all these. Gosh my eyes can't focused. Then when we reached the island we went to play at the beach. The seawater was so salty and my nose would hurt so badly everytime the seawater got into my nose. But it was a really good experience! Then after all that, we went to weirou's house to chill as usual. We had dinner at the backyard of her house. really nice atmosphere.

The next destination was the night safari. I can honestly say it wasn't worth 22 bucks cuz we were sweating and we couldn't see some animals. Wan ling and i bought ben n jerry's ice cream for weirou and mark since it was their birthday and it was the perfect gift. and the ben n jerry's guy was really hot! even gave us a discount! it was probably the best part of the night safari.

It feels good to get back with pri sch friends. felt like we had been transported back to p5 and p6 when we'll just goof around. i still cant believe the guys are so tall and i was especially shocked at nat's low voice. and riyu has a gf! the little boy has finally grown up. haha. john is still a womanizer and mark is just so gu niang. the girls didnt really change. oh except for wan ling! she didn't bring bread with her today!

junior college say what?

2010-03-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh. jc is so suffocating. hw just keeps piling up and it never ends. and i'm not really having fun even though its a 'party school'. yeah it might be compared to others but still, its a jc and that means mugging and more mugging. ok at least there's good school food surprisingly and my cca friends are really nice ppl. and crazy too. its so cool when ppl are so natural despite only knowing each other for a couple of weeks. but yeah. the five of us are already bonded after only a few trainings together. and i wouldn't be able to get through it all if it weren't for the bananas and the cherries and ice cream aka mayflowerians plus tan ying's pri sch friend's classmates. we're called bananas cuz mf sch uniform is 'yellow'. fair enough. and of course there's my wonderful long lost pri sch friend natasha. i'll totally be a goner if it weren't for miss elmo over here. and girl! i got lots to bitch about!

I really miss bitching and talking about boobs with 4A! i remember how we use to gather and bitch and compare each others' boobs. and i always win of course. haha. class gathering soon anyone? but i'm fully packed this march holidays plus tons of stupid hw. hello?!?! its supposed to be a HOLIDAY. which means its for students to REST. gosh why is the education system so crappy.

anyway, hope everyone's trying to adjust well. and ALUBA, WE SHOULD HANG OUT SOON. this ancient lady here has been nagging at me to update my blog. HAPPY NOW? i update u also dun tag. si gina. btw i miss u! i miss everyone:(

I don't even have time to watch my arirang and kbs world ok. until i no mood to go to SHINee's autograph session tmr at IMM. I still love my jonghyun and key and minho! and there's a new guy in my list! JUNG YONGHWA of CNBLUE!!! shinwoo in you're handsome!

oh and ps, i'm just got my macbook today and its awesome!

CJC

2010-01-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

First day of orientation at cjc. It was ok except for a couple of assholes. Hope that my class will be alright. thankfully my cousin was in the same group as me. Or i dunno how i would have survived. and i can't find anyone who's into kpop. how torturing that is man. and omg. hyo jung said she saw SHINee at the airport today. fuck we just missed them. looks like gwen and i ain't gonna go to the airport tmr. fuck the unreliable internet source.

JONGHYUN, Wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHINee!!!!

2009-11-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

Once again, it is time to switch boybands because i can never be faithful to one like how pris is to SHE.

SHINee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JongHyun!!!!! Key!!!! Onew!!! Taemin!! and lastly, minho! Ok i gave him ONE exclaimation mark. Happy gwen? Another group of talented and amazingly hot guys. What can i say. But the only thing that i cannot accept is that they don't really sing ballads. WHY?!?!?! I like sad songs.

Moving on, recently caught up with pri sch friends. You awesome people. Those wonderful days of pri 5 and pri 6 are really unforgettable. Stayed over at perhaps the richest person i know. Haha. Weirou, thanks for letting us stay, your house was incredible. Omo the pillow fighting, talking bout the good old days, karaoke, shopping in her own room, the prettiest bathroom, it was heaven. And riyu's "I BELIEVE". No one will forget that amusing performance. Haha.
Oh yeah and that 1 and a half hour of criticising the education system. Haha you guys will be successful lawyers.

And it just sucks that i won't be going to australia anymore. I'm stuck here for 2 more years. Apparently my dad wants to keep me here. He can't bear to let his little girl go. Oh come on father, I'm sixteen. And he returns, "You're only sixteen! You're too young!"
Like hello man, girls my age are already getting pregnant and doing all sorts of nonsense. And I'm "too young to study abroad".
Fine i'll keep you company for 2 more years. And i thought that i could escape from everything here. Looking at my bro mugging for a levels now, I'm so gonna be pulling out all my hair when my turn comes. But nvm, this is the first step to making money. And i can spend time with my baby. ohhhh she's in her little house sleeping like a baby now. SO CUTE!!!!

prom

2009-11-15T00:34:00.004+08:00

omg o levels are finally over. but it ain't as relax as i thought. cuz prom is on monday and we only have like 3 days to look for the perfect dress. after searching the entire singapore, i finally got my dress. so stressful! i wasn't even this stressed for o levels.
been out for 2 whole days and had to leave my baby at home. sorry baby, mummy will make it up to you. haley misses me so badly and when i get home she jumps very high and for quite a long time. so i play with her and give hugs. oh and i bathed her today. then baby become so clean and fluffy. pretty girl your fur so nice!
I really can't leave without haley now. wonder how i'm gonna go on my holiday for 2 whole weeks.
Anyways, i have a super wonderful news.

AGEK is back together.

I am so happy that cia and gwen are finally talking. and it's all thanks to me. yay me!!! haha.
but it just proves that 4 years of friendship has not gone to waste and its not so easy to break us apart. so i believe there will be another sleepover soon and this time we have a new member. so i hereby change our name to

HAGEK

i dont care eh eh eh eh eh. *does the 2ne1 dance*

and another piece of good news which probably doesnt concern anyway but me.
but anyways, I GOT A PINK LUGGAGE!!!!! and CONTACT LENS!!!!! yay me!!!!!

ok and my hands are freezing so toodles. see ya'll on monday, the night of nights, prom night.

omo omo shinlang!!!

2009-09-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

aigoo so long since i used blogger. Lots of stuff going on. First up is my little princess. She went for sterilisation already and she was like in pain for a few days and then back to her normal super hyper self. But I can't understand why she keeps PMS-ing everyone for no reason. Must be hormonal changes. No more ovaries already still got such thing.

And then my shinlang recover from h1n1 already! Hyun joong oppa ah, must take care of yourself! Poor thing i still can't believe he kenna h1n1. And double S is coming to SINGAPORE!!!!
I HAVE TO GO TO THEIR CONCERT AND GET FRONT ROW TICKETS!!! I DON'T CARE!!!!
Hopefully none of them falls sick, especially my shinlang and sexy charismatic jung min also!

Omo I keep thinking about double S. Gotta start studying for o levels! Even though prelims just ended. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna flunk bio and physics. But i think i can pass chemistry! Yay me!!! "claps like london tipton with that stupid smile"

And today i watch the seoul international drama awards or something like that. Double S performed! But only young saeng, kyu jong and hyung jun were there. Shinlang was still in japan recovering i think then jungmin dunno go where. They sang U R Man! The dance was so hot. And shinlang won the best actor award! But too bad he couldn't be there to recieve it so the 3 guys took it for him.

Young Saeng said, "I'm gonna keep this award instead of giving it to hyun joong."

screw this world

2009-07-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

i hate you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and everything that normal people like!!! I AM DIFFERENT. GET THIS RIGHT.

aluba time

2009-07-10T23:51:00.009+08:00

Tadaa!!! Here are the unglam + super cute pictures of Haley. That's how she sleeps most of the time. Like so comfortable like that. She sleeps in my room and wakes up at 6am everyday. So i don't need to use an alarm clock cuz she'll wake me up when she barks to tell me she wants to go downstairs. But sometimes she can wake up at 4am and disrupt my beauty sleep. Naughty girl! But still, I wanna be a dog in my next life, don't need to worry about anything. Eat, sleep, wake up, play and bond with owner. So shiok lor.

This week was a fun week. Aluba and i fooled around again, as usual. And we kept on saying "WOWWWWW!" in a very high pitch voice. I saw it on a video of kyu jong from ss501 doing it so we kept "wowing". and then there's another new phrase or rather, song. "Everybody makes mistakes!" Hannah Montana's Nobody's perfect. During physics spa, we had to write key source of error, "i know i know! EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES!.. Nobody's perfect, I gotta work it, again and again till i get it right.."

oh my gosh i'm so getting hooked to this song.

little cutie

2009-07-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

MY BABY!

yumyum

2009-06-28T23:01:00.001+08:00

sch's gonna reopen in a few hours time and there i was... wishfully thinking that the holidays could be extended for another week. Haven even started on geog hw. but wat the heck. geog's on wed. i'm gonna do it at the last minute like always. That's how i work. i think.

First up, have you ever tried eating doggie chocolates? It's so delicious! Better than human chocolates. Nobody dares to eat it in my family. Except for haley, my maid and i. The only difference between human and doggie chocolates is that doggie chocolates don't contain yeast while human ones do. But not all doggie chocolates can be eaten. The shop owner told me i could take 1 and try. so i did. And yeah, it was better than human's overly-sweet ones.

And Haley loves them too. This pup eats anything but her own dog food after tasting all the wonderful human food. So we're trying to stop giving her our food now. But when she does the puppy dog eyes... NO ONE can resist it. So i'll not look at her while eating. Brought her to my ah mah's house today. My ah gong was feeding her so much food. And i was like oh my god she's so gonna be spoilt.

And i didn't stop my grandfather cuz i didn't wanna spoil his fun. Old people like dogs. All my grandparents love haley. They will go, "aiyo!!!" and then they do the old people's laugh. Can't really show it by typing it out but i guess you guys know what i mean.

Then my parents and i went to sell their old handphones today and i told my dad i wanted a new phone. And he repeats the "no more presents for the next 10 years" rule again. I NEED A NEW PHONE. My current phone's screen is too tiny to watch videos. I want to watch my jihu sunbae everyday without having to turn on the com. I want the cookie phone. Not sure if its good so any recommendations, anyone? ok and i'll admit, i also want it cuz they have it in PINK.

i wanna sleep

2009-06-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

got back from badminton camp today. kinda slacked there cuz didn't really do anything. only played the water activity and the night walk.

I was stationed at the canteen and i was freaking out cuz there were rats and i saw a cat. i was sitting on the table like it was the end of the world.
then i didn't even dare to step on the floor. i was walking on the benches and the tables with my bare feet cuz i didn't wanna dirty the table with my slippers. adding on, it was like 2-4am on the morining and i was SO TIRED. i needed my beauty sleep. but the stupid rats kept making noises and made me freak like hell.

Then this morining i woke up with blocked nose and kept sneezing all the way. The juniors had to mop the hall and some of them didn't know how to so i was like,"aiya i do la" kind of thing, despite my blocked nose and sneezes.

And people always say that i'm "qian jin" and "spoilt". wow. there's a spoilt kid who knows how to do housework chores while "normal people" can't do it. Look who's talking now dude.

howdy

2009-06-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

camp success finally ended. yay! its was no success. but lots of playing and gossiping. haha. remembered the last few hours on friday. we were in the hall and there was this direct poly talk. seemed like no one was interested, and aluba and i started fooling around. we were hitting each others b***s.

Then brenda took out her boys over flowers postcard. and aluba and i were, as usual, admiring our yun jihu and gu junpyo and so yi jeong. Aluba this year so into boys. And seems like my taste and her taste almost the same. except for nick jonas la hor aluba? haha. I told you you'll eventually fall for my jihu sunbae. haha. and yeah she did. and last time kept insisting that kim bum was cuter. ahem. look who's talking now.

After the boys over flowers commotion was over, we went on to look at hyo jung's dictionary thing. We were looking at pictures of tvxq. "No this one is mickey! No! It's hero! No! It's uknow! You see the mole! Uknow has a mole!" And there we were, trying to identify the tvxq boys by looking at their positions and uknow's mole. Made ALOT OF NOISE. But of course the 2 alubas couldn't care less. Know why? Cause the topic was HOT GUYS.

Their cute i must admit, but i certainly don't wanna start another boyband mayhem. Besides, I already got my jihu sunbae!!!

And guess what gu junpyo aka lee minho fans, I heard from hyo jung that uknow from tvxq was supposed to play the role of gu junpyo but he turned down the offer cuz of his hectic schedule. If he did get the role, I think i would have gone gaga over him and tvxq by now. And i don't think I would worship my jihu sunbae so much. haha.

gonna catch some k-wave now. toodles.

my darlings

2009-05-29T00:00:00.004+08:00

KIM HYUN JOONG!

HALEY PONDICHERRY LEE!

Look at this little white furball. She looks so cute when she's asking my mum for food. She gained a little weight and her tummy looks fuller now. But she's still so CUTE!!!!

another dog biting day

2009-05-17T23:32:00.003+08:00

Haley is one crazy pup. keep biting stuff and my finger! so pain! the past few days wasnt that bad but today was.. PAIN!

And Fluffy came today! She gained so much weight! I could hardly recognise her. Then Haley was kinda jealous cuz i put her in the cage thing and she started screaming like a kid. Come on Haley I pay full attention to you everyday. Fluffy only comes once in a blue moon. Share with her some of my love. Don't be so selfish sweetie.

Fluffy was so huge! Maybe its cuz I compare her to tiny Haley. and I just found out that Fluffy is a maltese too! No wonder they looked so much alike. But their temper and character. WAY WAY DIFFERENT.

Fluffy's so gentle and civilised while Haley is so wild and uncontrollable. But i really missed Fluffy! Glad that she still remembered me and wanted to come over! Good girl Fluffy!

And I kept scolding Haley today cuz she's been a naughty girl! Cia and gwen came over today and they forced me to make a facebook account. Peer pressure!!! and i cant believe i actually gave in to them!

Then they took a video of me scolding haley. The video is on my facebook account. Don't think I'll post on blogger. Too lazy. Gotta go learn how to train my pup cuz she keeps shitting and peeing everywhere and biting whatever that she can get control of. I heard that she bit a snail! So naughty!!!!!

HALEY PONDICHERRY LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-15T22:44:00.007+08:00

I got a pup! yay me!!! She's a mini maltese. 3 months old. Her name is Haley Pondicherry Lee. I know everyone's been asking why. Let me tell you why. My dad gave her Haley. I was looking up the atlas and I came across a place in India called Pondicherry and I liked it so I decided to put that as my pup's middle name. And then lastly, the surname which is pretty obvious. She's so cute! Keep jumping up and down. And she cost a bomb too. My birthday present from my dad. Haha.

Her collar and leash is pink of course. Because I'm the owner. I mean really. She's registered under my name:) Haley!!!!!

Small she may be, but her poo stinks like human poo or even worse. and i cleaned it up today ok. and she pee-ed 3 times today. Haley is as tall (short) as 1 step on the stairs. That's why i think the barricades are pretty useless cuz she's so scared to even take 1 step up or down. And she's real tiny. You can carry her with one hand. And she looks like a rabbit from the back view cuz she runs (or rather hops) like one. And my mum keep saying how "uneven" her body is. That makes her even cuter!

I tried so hard to make her sleep just now. but she just couldn't stop wagging her tail and standing on her 2 tiny feet. so we just turned off the lights and went upstairs. and i just went downstairs to check on her. apparently this pup is sleeping like a log with her stomach faced upwards and one leg sticking out of the cage. how adorable can she get!!!!

All are welcome to come and play with haley darling!

And not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA JIAQI!!!

when u wish upon a star, you get a puppy.

2009-05-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

After 3 weeks of non-stop whinning and manipulating, I finally got my wish! 3 cheers to me! I finally convinced my stubborn parents to get me a puppy. And yeah, I won. See, told you I didn't need to do the dishes to get a dog. Their budget is below 1k. Fair enough. As long as i get to choose the dog:)

And my dad has obviously fallen in love with malteses. Because I dragged him to pet shops. And then he played with the maltese and tadaa. Men are so soft-hearted. And then my mum said, "Aiyo that one so cute!" She was refering to a picture of a silky terrier i believe?

"Can tie hair." That's what she said.

So mother, you only want that dog because "can tie hair?" Now i know where i get my genes from. But after i told her you have to comb that dog's hair everyday, she changed her mind.
And she kept insisting that I have to bathe the dog, train the dog and pick up it's poo. Ok I don't mind doing them. And she said she was only gonna feed and play with it.

So after the mid year exams, its HELLO PUPPY! 2 more weeks!!!!

Yay me!!!!! (claps like london tipton)

Oh and CHRIS PINE is HOT!!! Watched just my luck today.

I WANT A PUPPY!!!!

2009-04-17T22:40:00.008+08:00

I want a puppy!!! I'm gonna go crazy soon. I keep thinking of dogs these few days. Ever since last thur. It all started when my bro suddenly said, "Eh, you wanna buy golden retriever anot? I saw a sign along leith road. Someone selling golden retriever puppies. You want anot? I got the number."
And then i said, "Don't want lah. I want small small cute cute one, like FLUFFY."

He replied, "Why you want small dog for what? Weakling eh. Buy big one lah."

Si gina! And then later i told my dad that i wanted a puppy. So the next day which was good friday, we went out for breakfast. After that, my mum was like, "So where do you want to go next?" woah say, like going on tour like that.

"I know! I know! Lets go SPCA see dogs!"

And they agreed! I couldn't believe it! So we went there. There was a cute shih tzu. But i think it was already taken. DAMN! The rest of the dogs there were big and ugly. So not my type. And there weren't many of them to choose from.
So i keep whinning to my dad every single day since friday. And he said that i could get a dog if i did the dishes for 1 and a half months and i also needed to sign a contract with him saying that I would take care of my little doggie.

Ugh. Si gina. And then i keep getting reminded over and over again of dogs. In school and outside of school. There will always be something to remind me of dogs. Just a few days ago, during geog lesson, there was some wave thingy in YORKSHIRE, England. And immediately,
YORKSHIRE TERRIER came to my mind.

Yesterday, during chinese tuition, my teacher put a tissue box right in front of me. And know
what? It was a picture of 3 DOGS lying on the ground.

This morning, and alot of mornings before today, I saw this SUPER CUTE
WHITE FURRY LITTLE DOG. And i was like, "Ehhhhh DOG!!!!!" to my dad
in the car. It looked like FLUFFY.

And then just now, when i just stepped into my tuition teacher's house, channelnewsasia was
showing a program on DOGS.

Over dinner today, my dad was talking about his little talk he had when he went for his daily walk. He said he talked to 4 strangers. Geez I won't dare speak to a stranger. My dad's one
kaypoh guy. So he went up to this old man who was walking a DOG.

He asked about his dogs and stuffs and then he said, "My daughter wants to get a dog blah blah blah. Then the man recommended "soo kee kennel?!?!" He said that if we wanted to get a dog, we should buy it from somewhere that's reputable?!?!

Then came a woman who was also walking her dog. My dad did the same thing again.

"My daughter wants to get a dog but i said that she will need to sign a contract with me saying that she'll take care of the dog."

"Aiyah not true lah! My daughter also said the same thing. But now, I am the one looking after the dog."

Si gina. I know that my dad will surely get influenced by what she said. Seems like I'll need to bug him every single day until he finally gets tired of it and eventually get me a dog.

And i know that i keep talking about dogs these few days. Sorry if i was very irritating but i can't help it. Jiaqi kept saying, "Hey Eileen when are you gonna get a dog?" And then she gives a big, crazy smile each time.

I WANT A PUPPY! I WANT A BICHON FRISE! IT'S SMALL AND CUTE AND WHITE AND FURRY. And I have already thought about my future dog's sleeping thingy. It's gonna be like a place where you put babies in and then you can push it around the house. And there must be a little ramp for the doggie to go up and down the thingy if it wants to. omg i can visualise it. oh and i heard that a poodle got stolen in my neighbourhood. Then my dad suggested stealing a dog because he said that a puppy costs a bomb. I didn't steal the poodle!

class gathering!

2009-03-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Sentosa for class gathering. Had a fun day but i'm roasted like a chicken's backside. I mean, seriously, my skin is worse than sec 3 camp. It's like super RED.

We played captain's ball?!?! in the water. And Ryan was like, "Thow here! Throw here! Eileen cannot jump!" Curse you Ryan. In the end i still caught the ball ok. HAHA LOSER.
And then after that, we had a girls' talk. Omg it's so fun gossiping about people. haha. And then aluba was like, "ahhh i cant feel the ground!" haha so cute. Standard aluba lor. I had to personally drag her down the water. So stubborn! Don't wanna go inside and play. But she still got her whole body wet eventually. Because I splashed water at her.

Then we saw many dogs. And we played with 2. They were so cute. The first dog's ears felt like carpet. And he was so hyper! Reminds me of my cousin's dog. Then we saw another one drinking seawater. We patted him and all the girls went "SO CUTE!!!!!!!" except for Lynn i think. Cuz she's afraid of dogs. Haha. At least not as bad as Meiyi. See Fluffy only then start to scream and run away from her as far as possible. Lynn's much calmer than her.

After that, we started having a seaweed fight. There were lots of seaweeds in the water. So we started grabbing them and throwing it to the boys. Ryan kept throwing at me again. What's with him today man. Keep finding fault with me. But I threw one whole handful of seaweed right at his head. Revenge is sweet.

Then that troublemaker finally admit defeat. I'm so proud to be me. Don't mess with this girl here boys if you don't wanna end up like Ryan crying for his mummy.

The next game was volleyball which i totally suck at. The boys were so rough can. They chiong for every single ball. Especially david and joshua. I didnt have to do anything and just stand there to fill the empty space. Rieka served the ball well too. That's some strength you got there. Hsiao hui and annabel were good too. You all the hand not pain one ah. I keep using one hand to hit the ball cuz i'm so used to hitting with one hand in badminton.
And jiayou laopo! You'll learn to serve the ball next time. It's quite difficult at first but once you get it then you can do it! I can never get the ball across the net. And the net is freaking high.
And i suddenly realised how lucky i am to be playing badminton and not beach volleyball. Although, it would be so cool to play like a pro. I wanna learn how to play volleyball! But I would rather play it indoors than at the beach cuz i don't wanna get tanned!

That's more or less the highlights of today's outing. Oh and Mr Yeo came at like 8.30pm?!?! And he brought his good friend Mr Nara. They're like inseparable. Always together one.

PS: Don't you all think chromiun should be the most reactive metal?

red hot on fire

2009-03-17T00:37:00.001+08:00

you really made my blood boil today. i would have scream right in your face if it was the old me.

boys over flowers!!!

2009-03-08T00:00:00.006+08:00

Currently watching the korean version of meteor garden. Boys over flowers as it's called.
The male lead is hot as always. The girl's alright. And the show's as good as the japanese version. The soundtrack. Wow. I love it. Here's the song. Stand by me by SHINee. Gwen's favourite band now. It's really addictive! Go catch it people.

You'll all go " GU JUN PYO!"

it's friday!

2009-02-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY!!! The day everyone's been waiting for. After a long week of ups and downs. It's finally time to unwind. But not too much. next wed got physics o level SPA. Kanasai. Hopefully it will be alright cause it's on electricity?!?! yeah whatever.
Didn't do well for common test. I'm so lazy this year. dunno why leh. cannot! must study!!!! and had piano exam on wed. flunk it:( but expected la cuz i didnt really practice.
And my newest obssession is boys over flowers korean version. Showing on KBS world on mondays and tuesdays at 9pm. And I cannot wait till monday so i'm just gonna watch it on youtube now. spoiler. See this is what happens when GLOBALISATION is happening. Is this considered an example of globalisation kerrie?

Too much SS for me. Mdm Shanti was talking about globalisation but I still cannot define it. All I know is that it's got something to do with technology blah blah blah.

Ok back to the story. The main character is damn hot! even though he got curly hair la hor. At first I thought he looked hideous but after he straighten his hair in one episode, I realised he's freaking hot. he's on the number one spot on the top 100 something list on gwen's blog. Lee Minho!

AIYO!!!!! see learn from jingyi one. now we always AIYO!!! in class. like that keep chasing idols cannot study one eh. aiyo!!!!!
wa piang i feel so ah mah-ish. but not as bad as MANGO ALUBA CHOR CHOR!

what's wrong with you?

2009-02-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

I failed chinese! 14/40 for common test. I think it's like the lowest in my band. The paper was difficult! Hopefully i can downgrade to band 2 then can be same class as ker. haha. But I think I won't fail overall. Anyway it's not included in o levels so WHATEVER.

And THIS IS FOR KER. Allow me to do the honours of scolding him for you ok dear. I'm very good at scolding people and I absolutely enjoy every minute of it :):):):):)

what's wrong with you cuckoo head? You make it sound like not doing well is a crime. Well it isn't! 失败乃成功之母! Such a simple meaning and yet you don't get it. Stop trying to pity yourself ok. It's so childish and way way way low class. Like hello?!?!? Gosh i feel like screaming into your face. And I will do so if I'm like 10 years older now. But I won't. Know why? Cause I will not sink to your status.

OMG. That felt great. Anyone who wants to scold people can come look for me. I'll be glad to help.

sleep

2009-02-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

I need sleep. I need time. On top of that, studies is right on top of the list. A study freak? We're sitting for our 'o' levels mind you. I can't stand your immature sarcasm. You think you're funny but I think you're more of an attention grabber and worse of all, how do people even read your sms languages? I think they're so childish and honey, don't even try to act cute cuz you're no way near a thousand miles near that.
And stop making people feel bad just because you can't do what others can. You just can't accept the fact that there are many different types of people in this world. You're not the only kind ya know. And as a word of advice, if you don't like somebody, you should tell that person frankly, and not lauch immature and low class personal attacks. But if you continue doing so, I guess that's the way you're brought up and I've got nothing more to say.

You probably won't read this, but I just needed to let out my frustrations.

cny

2009-01-27T00:57:00.003+08:00

The first day of chinese new year. blah blah blah. Not gonna elaborate so much cuz its the same old thing every year.

I think i'm gonna catch the hey! say! jump fever from bi luan. I just watched one of their music videos. Mayonaka no shadow. It's really nice! And omg i think i'm falling for them. And Yamada Ryosuke is kawaii ne! And btw, hey! say! jump is arashi's juniors. Both bands are from johnny & associates. Or rather arashi WAS from there.

Omg I'm suddenly into j-pop. Kinda worried that i'll get hooked onto them. Japanese boybands are so addictive. Keep craving for more and more videos of them. I better not watch too much though. STUDY WOMAN! 'O's are way more important!!!!!

But those guys are so irresistable! They're like our age lor. And yet so charming unlike those in..... yeah i think u girls know what i mean.

They're hair. Oh so fashionable! They got those manga look. As if they had just stepped out of a comic book. Even the older guys don't look their age.

Nino obviously don't look like 25. Ohno looks way younger than 28. I can't believe he's gonna be 29 this year. oh my.

Alright, I'm off to drool over hey! say! jump and arashi now. And plus catch up on gossip girl. Hey did you guys know chace crawford has a new movie? Haunting or something..

1E gathering!

2009-01-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Gwen's house. And look at the time, it's already 12.19am. Had so much fun. It's been long since we went wild together. But unfortunately, only like a quarter of the class turned up. Too bad but anyway it was a last minute thing.
We had steamboat for lunch while watching mean girls. Everyone was so fascinated by the 3 girls getting knocked down by the bus at the end of the show. Don't know why. Sadists. After that, We had karaoke. Alex and Gwen were like so pro lor. Everyone sang until siao. Laugh until like xiao za bo. But it was real fun. Then we watched hana yori dango the movie! Nicolette is crazy over domyoji! Good! She'll totally get the arashi fever soon. But i told her to wait until after o levels. Cuz ARASHI is SOOOOOO ADDICTIVE! NINO is mine! you can fight with gwen over domyoji.
B75. ahem ahem.

another boring school day.. with lots of troubles

2009-01-08T22:30:00.003+08:00

Today was officially one of the busiest days in my almost 16 years of life. Everything was so hectic and I nearly lost it. Sorry but I'm not leader material. I can't handle crowds and believe it or not, I'm actually afraid to speak in front of the whole class.

Weird? Surprised cause I always shout "si gina!" in class? Well shouting randomly and making announcements are totally different things okay. And I'm actually a shy person. I have a split personality. Just that you guys don't really see it. It's true! My parents' friends have been commenting on how shy I am, like since young.

So this job, it's kinda still new to me and I guess I haven gotten used to it yet. I know I love money but so what? I ain't collecting money for myself! It's for you guys. It's not like I can use it to fly myself to japan to catch ARASHI live. So anyways, dearest 4 adventurous, please don't make my life difficult and pay up whenever you have to ok. OR ELSE.....

I'M GONNA COMPLAIN STRAIGHT IN YOUR FACE YOU'LL SWEAR YOU'LL NEVER FORGET TO PAY UP AND YOU'LL BE SO FREAKING AFRAID TO EVEN LOOK AT A 1CENT COIN AGAIN.

Thank you for ur kind attention and toodles.

O$P$

2009-01-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

4A! O$P$!
You all better bring $20 on monday, 12 jan 09.
Never bring not my problem ah.
Si Gina make my life so difficult. Everyday no peace one eh.

ARASHI

2008-12-26T00:52:00.004+08:00

A.RA.SHI A.RA.SHI FOR DREAM!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIBA-KUN!

2008-12-24T22:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIBA MASAKI!!!!

And my brother too. Can't believe they share the same birthdays! On christmas eve!

But totally different personalities.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Fahrenheit's concert!

2008-12-21T00:08:00.006+08:00

I WENT TO FAHRENHEIT'S CONCERT! And for free! Went with dao ying cuz she had 2 free tickets. lucky lucky. Our seats were not bad considering that they were free tickets. I didn't take a lot of photos and videos cuz my seat was too far. But it was still ok cuz i could see from the big screen.

Honestly, their concert was ok only. Luckily i didn't have to pay for it. Hey no offence to all fei lun hai fans, but i thought that they could have worked on their dance moves. But fortunately, their live singing DID improve. Which goes to show that they DID put in effort. Hope that their future concerts can be even better and more extravagant! Overall, their concert was a pleasant one.

ALTHOUGH... I swear if i had gotten front row seats. [Those that would allow fans to reach out to the 4 guys and shower them with gifts.] I definitely would have screamed my lungs out until i lost my voice. But that wasn't the case. You know why, because we sat with people who folded their arms while watching the concert. Ok I gotta admit i was guilty of doing that, but it was because I didn't wanna make a fool of myself by being the only one there shouting and screaming like a mad woman.

Still, cant blame them because the couple beside me had free tickets too. So maybe most of the people sitting there had free tickets. When you have free tickets, you don't wanna waste it so you'll just attend a concert even if you don't really know the performers, thats why, CAN'T GET HIGH. That's what I thought.

And i'm too lazy to upload photos and videos. go catch them on youtube.

pink roxy bag!

2008-12-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

I finally got my pink roxy bag! It's my school bag for next year and it's the one that alicia showed me. I'm in love with it:) And you know what, you can put like a ring file full of papers and 2 science books and it's still so light! Good quality! And you still can put lots of stuff inside. It's very durable! And it's PINK! It's totally me. Hope it'll last me for a few years just like my old bag which is already torn.

Oh well, it's time has passed. But it was a good bag which served me well. I'm gonna miss my old baggie. Anyway, it's time to make way for a new PINK ROXY BAG. Hello sec 4. Here I come with my new bag.

Today I went to see my skin doctor. And the doc was like, "your white heads didn't go away, so we have to prick them to remove the excess oil". I was fine with it until he started pricking my white heads. It was so painful! And then when it was 'almost' done, he said, "don't worry just 2 or 3 more".

Yeah right. He pricked like 6 more ok. And I was screaming for NINO in my head. "Ahhhhh!!! so pain! NINO help!!!!! ok fine for the sake of pretty skin i must bear with it". I just kept thinking like that until the worst was over. And when i took a look in the mirror, there were small little spots of blood. It was disgusting but at least the white heads were gone and no more oil was trapped inside my skin.

A painful experience but it was all worthwhile.

NINOMIYA KAZUNARI

2008-12-08T23:10:00.009+08:00

NINO! That's all I can think of. And arashi.

ARASHI!!!

2008-12-06T02:18:00.004+08:00

NINOMIYA KAZUNARI! my first japanese idol that i'm totally crazy over! He's freakin hot!

And check out this video. Arashi is crazy! Gwen you gotta check this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_m_R2maooEo

screw this world

2008-11-23T00:18:00.001+08:00

so sick of getting ditched over and over again. thanks alot for making my day any better.

Biology lesson cancelled!

2008-11-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad that biology lesson was cancelled today. I was able to sleep for a couple more hours which was so good. Until the cable people came. You know those people who fixed your cable thing because your house is so old and everything is literally falling apart. My house was the case and I got intruded by my dad who forced me to wake up.
At least the tv in the back room is working now. But why would I even care? I always hog the tv in the living room. Actually, come to think of it, I fight over the tv with my dad all the time. Those sweet father-daughter moments are so unforgettable. Then, we would always hold on to the remote, not wanting to let go in case the other party changes the channel. Childish but worth it. DADS ROCK.
I'm gonna watch gossip girl now.
NATE ARCHIBALD is so hot!!!

oh my save me

2008-11-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

i'm drinking expired milk now. It expires today. but i guess 1 or 2 days won't do any harm. so i'm trying to chiong finish. but of course i cant possibly drink the whole thing. oh my i'm gonna puke. better hope that i won't kenna stomach ache tomorrow. DURING BIO LESSON. oh man i think i'm gonna hate milk for the rest of my life.

new curtains!

2008-11-09T01:21:00.004+08:00

I got new curtains! And they're PINK! They can only be found in my wonderful room. The one and only in the world. And the prettiest! Cuz my mummy made them! And i picked out the colour. They blend in so well! Pink is the greatest colour ever discovered. I shall worship the person who founded pink. Here: TADAA!!!

ok my room is untidy i know. just focus on the CURTAINS.

hmmm... they look better in my room. the pic's not very nice cuz of the light.

stupid lizard

2008-10-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

omj there was a lizard in my room just now and i totally freaked out. So there i was, wanting to go to the toilet to put my towel after my beauty bath. And then, i saw something sticking out of the door thingy. You know the turning part of the door and the wall. yeah whatever. So, I got closer to see what was that horrible thing sticking out. And guess what, it was a lizard's head! Cuckoo bird! I was like omg omg omg. And then i retreated to my bed.

And I did a super bimbo thing. I used my hp to call home. My dad picked up the phone and ask me where i was?!?! And i told him there was a lizard and of course asked him to come catch it. So thank god he came. He brought the housefly whacker thingy and whacked the lizard?!?! and then he wrapped it up in a tissue and flushed it down the toilet bowl. YAY MY LIFE WAS SAVED. i was screaming throughout. can't help it ok. what would you do if u saw a lizard? And then i keep having illusions that the lizard will crawl into my mouth, ears and nose. It's so disgusting!

Ok poor lizard but i had no choice! It's either the lizard or me. And of course the lizard's gotta go. stupid lizard. No wait, it's all my brother's fault. He must have been eating again and not bringing the plate down. cuckoo bird. Boys are such filthy creatures. No sense of hygiene.

But then again, if my dad wasn't there i don't know what i'll do. I think I won't dare to sleep. I'll just keep staring at the stupid lizard. Once there was a lizard on the wall at the stairs. I wanted to go downstairs but the lizard was there, obstructing my way. So, I did yet another bimbo thing. I stucked my tongue out at the lizard. Then it moved. It's like it knows what i'm thinking. gosh what's in a lizard's mind. I don't even wanna know. Probably some evil plan on how to take over the world and make humans vanish from earth.

I told winteng about this. Then she was like, "woman don't be afraid of the lizard! the lizard's scared of you!" You know what woman, I'm still scared of lizards and i still hate them as bad as ever. They're so filthy! I've got lots of bad experience with lizards. There was once when one crawled on my feet! And i can tell you the feeling is disgusting!

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!

2008-10-26T02:30:00.002+08:00

omj! i went to watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 on fri with my cca mates! It's so the movie of the year yeah! Zac keeps getting hotter and hotter in each hsm. The movie was so good! and it still is! omj i wanna watch it again! and i bought the soundtrack today. I had to get my hands on hsm3! The songs are WAY better than hsm 1 and 2. But the movie was quite sad. Almost cried. But of course i didn't la. Got so many ppl there. Very paiseh one.

Hsm3 really beat Camp Rock hands down. It was so much better than Camp Rock although I love both. Hopefully Camp Rock 2 will be as good as Hsm3 or even better. Looking forward! Listening to Right Here Right Now by Troy and Gabriella now. It's so nice! My favourite song of the movie is Can I have this dance. It's so beautiful! Those who have seen the movie will know exactly what i mean. Troy and Gabriella's waltz was so graceful. It's so the perfect date with the perfect guy kind of thing. Vanessa's one lucky girl. So envious!

And lets all not forget Sharpay's I want it all! It's so sharpay-ish. And it's the next you are the music in me sharpay version. It's gonna be stuck in my head so don't be surprise if you happen to catch me "I WANT IT ALL!" oh yeah i want it all. i want everything. I love sharpay! My favourite character of high school musical right from the start! Ashley Tisdale never fails to impress I must say.

And then after watching the most wonderful movie ever, we went to east coast park to cycle. First time cycling with my cca mates. Rachel even brought her video cam along. And of course with that comes our usual antics. Meiyi and I acted as lovers running to embrace each other at the beach. It was so drama. Haha. It's all recorded down on the video cam. We couldn't stop laughing when we played the video over and over again. Yeah and we even cat fight. The "fake slaps" looked real on cam. Looks like we're not bad actors after all. haha. and rachel's not a bad director too. haha. We were goofing around like always. It's one of the best outings I've ever had!

i'm not a loser.

2008-10-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

hey i got my exam results back. i was VERY disappointed with all my sciences and maths.

I FAILED PHYSICS.

I'm letting the whole world know that. I'm one of 6 failures in class. the bottom few in class. And also bottom few for chem and bio. got b4. the worst performance in my entire life. I was emo-ing the whole day. And then suddenly i decided that I wasn't gonna let that one small exam ruin my entire life. Results are important but there are other stuffs in life that are way way way important. Like money.

I failed SS but then this time i passed. So i don't see any problem in bucking up. I'll work hard during the holidays and i will pass the next exam. Everyone reading this please be my witness in case i slack ok.

You know I actually thought of giving up just today, during chem lesson, i think. I wanted to drop bio and I regretted choosing 3A. But it's too late for regrets now. I just gotta hold on till next year. And if i really flunk my o levels, then i guess its fate. After all, there're so many routes in life. There should be a way out.

I really hate sciences. But somehow I'm forcing myself to study them.
If I can't like the subject, then I'll make the subject love me to death.
That's my conclusion.

Don't worry about me jingyi. And thanks for cheering me up even though we're both in the same boat. I'm a strong person. I'm a fighter. I'm not easily defeated although i tend to give up easily last time. But not this time. So teachers who set super hard papers, bring it on. I'm not afraid of failing anymore. I 麻木 already. And just watch and see, maybe I'll create history.

To everyone who didn't do well for SA2: It's ok cause there'll always be people worse than you. And so what if we fail. Warren Buffet failed so many times but look at him now. He's the world's richest man. And always remember that the road to success is never smooth sailing. What you're going through now, it is just 人生的考验. It's part of life. Next time you succeed already then can tell people your story. Can go publish your very own book. Then people will, " WOAH!" and then you'll be rich and you can buy me that louis vuitton bag by thanking me for this heart warming post.

toodles eoys

2008-10-10T23:59:00.008+08:00

ha! exams are finally over! oh yeah! agek stayed over at my house! it was so much fun! Cia, Ker and Gwenny are the best:):):):) do u know u guys beat joe jonas for no. 1 spots in my heart? haha. so touched right? u guys better be. It's JOE JONAS you're competing with ok and u guys actually won.

Ok so this exam was really sucky. I think i flunked chinese, geography, physics, chem, bio and a math. A MATH. I cant believe. I used to love a math and now i hate it like hell. it's all mr ang's fault. the paper so hard!!! Ok la but then better flunk now then to flunk o levels. so it's ok if i don't do well. anyway i already warn mummy and papa that if i pass it's like getting A1. ha! i always console myself:)

Gwen is gettin me addicted to arashi. matsujun is hot. yeah gwen we all know that. but JOE JONAS is WAY HOTTER to me la hor. and i've been really crazy over dogs these days. All because of fluffy. WAHHHH!!! fluffy i miss her! i miss stroking her white fur. i miss talking to her as if she's a toddler. i miss her "i'm a princess doggy" kind of attitude. She's such an angel!
Here's a pic of FLUFFY! She's my neighbour's daughter's dog.

FLUFFY!!!

I'm starting to love dogs now. especially white and furry ones like fluffy. gwen showed me teacups-sized puppies today. they were so tiny and u could carry them on ur palm! and put them into teacups. i told my mum about these kind of dogs and she didn't believe that such small dogs existed. well they do! just go search on youtube. They are the most adorable little creatures! AHH i want one!

I was thinkin if i had a really cute doggie, I would name it roxy, gucci or angel. Cuz i want my little darling to be a little princess! i wanna put pink ribbons on her fur! i wanna make her wear pink boots and cute little pink princess costumes! omg i can picture it in my head!

I want a white teacup doggie!

backstreets back alright

2008-09-07T17:23:00.002+08:00

i'm back from my holiday, vietnam. it was ok.. i didnt really buy a lot of things. i only bought one branded shirt ok. i must have created my own record. wow. amazing. so the hotel bellboy( is it bellboy? the guy that opens the door) was hot. he's 16. but he looks like he's 13 or 14. anyway thats not the point.. but he's hot i gotta admit. ok so i bought stuffs.. quite cheap. there were so little pink stuffs. ugh!

oh i got cheated by a stupid taxi driver on the first night. he took us to some places then we have to pay extra. he purposely one lor. stupid cuckoo.

My fluffy has been shaved. i got back today and i saw her with all the fur gone. gosh she looks hideous. but it'll grow back in 3 months time. i bet hsiao hui will be shocked. i go take pic later. i almost couldn't recognise her!

and i just found out that my blog has been linked to 3A's blog... woah cannot write so openly already.

xoxo

2008-09-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

don't we all juz love spotlights? they are pretty and i love em. i want my very own one next time. and i won't give it to anyone else cuz it's so gonna be mine so back off. And i won't let it slip through my fingers this time.

ewww

2008-08-03T12:36:00.003+08:00

omg ewwww... there's this stupid old man who added me on skype. disgusting! too old already until nothing better to do ah wa lao eh. disgusting. stil ask whether tonight free or not. ewwww!!! so low class! and i was like.. i'm old enough to be your grandma la. wa lao eh. man are such filthy creatures.. well some la hor.. not all.
And then yesterday i buying bubble tea. then there was this stupid man who go cut my queue. chee bye la.. bully a girl who is at least one third your age! u call yourself a man?!?!?! cuckoo bird la. why man so low class one. kanina la. whats wrong with man these days. all the gentlemen all extinct already la. except for my dear dear papa.
HMP! dont ever let me meet one of u filthy men again. I kick ur balls then u all become impotent then you will learn to never ever mess with a girl like me. CUCKOO BIRDS!
Your birdies fly away already la. Even they despise you. see how low class you all are. HMP!

hello there international JB fan!

2008-07-31T23:58:00.003+08:00

at last! A JB fan from another country. wow. that's really awesome. so today was a sucky day. first it was english lesson. had some visitors in the class and it wasn't so bad. Next, chemistry lesson. Chem test followed by chem SPA. nevermind, I tahan. Recess, only left 10mins cuz chem SPA delayed. Nevermind, I still tahan. Then Chinese lesson, chinese test. Nevermind, I still can tahan.
Then, Bio SPA. Cannot even talk! I started to get pek chek. But nevermind, I continued to tahan. Then after that, Physics SPA. Delay delay delay because of Bio SPA. si bei pek chek already. plus the weather so hot. 33 degrees. wa piang eh. like oven like that. Then Physics SPA. Also cannot talk. Wa piang. only given 1h to finish still must draw graph. then after that, delay delay delay AGAIN. I wanted to scream. In the end, school ended at 3pm today. OFFICIALLY THE WORST DAY EVER.
The conclusion is: Why must put all sciences in one day? cannot separate out meh.

JOSEPH ADAM JONAS IS A SUPER MAJOR HOTTIE

2008-07-19T23:23:00.003+08:00

Pearlin!!! I just went to your blog. omg JOE!! AHHHH! I'm screaming right now!!!! ahhhh!!! Send me all those pictures you've posted please! And you know wat. I'm madly in love with him too! And so.. I'm gonna "snatch" him away from you. Ha!

Can you believe that there is such a super major hot guy in this world? Haha

This is an sos. Joe, come and save me!

2008-07-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

Nobody can say that they have finished all their homework cuz it juz keeps piling up! For goodness sake, don't teachers have anything better to do than to make our lives miserable? What's wrong with adults these days. Crazy people.

Is there gonna be a bio test this wed? Cuz photosynthesis is crap. Also not my problem wat, the plant also not my mother. wa lao eh.

Ok more interesting stuffs to write about instead of boring old school homework?

Lets see... I got new specs! They're pink! Of course they are or there will be no "eileenie-fied" specs in the world. Yes it's a totally new word from Kerrie. "Eileenie-fied". I'm gonna use that often so don't copy me. especially you jingyi. haha. and can you stop raping my pencil case? It already lost its virginity to your hands. oh i sure don't wanna be a pencil case in my next life.

The latest news. Eileen is in love with JOE JONAS. He is so hot. Just look at him! And SCREAM!

SCREAM

2008-07-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

it didnt work right from the beginning

happy birthday to me

2008-06-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

whoo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! i'm finally 15. cant believe it. went out with alicia today. we went to amk hub to eat brunch then went to orchard to shop. i spent a hell lot of money today. and i got THE MOST GORGEOUS SHOES i could ever find. Even though it's not pink, it's still very princessy! its white with glitters and my mum was like "u buy high heels again? my goodness! so high! how often do u go out?" that kind of thing.
yeah yeah. mothers. haha. and when i got home, they had a cake for me. and my bro gave me a present. a photoframe from happyhouse. so sweet. i didn't know my bro so thoughtful one. haha. and we had a fight like a month ago. so i guess the air is cleared. yeah kinda.
And thank you everyone who have wished me happy birthday! especially kerrie dardar. u at phuket still sms me. thanks dear! muacks<333

jonas bros!

2008-06-15T02:41:00.001+08:00

i am in love with joe jonas. and i love his new song. [gotta find you] its for camp rock's soundtrack. Jonas brothers are gonna star in this new movie which is gonna come out like sept. long way to go. waiting for it! yeah and they're gonna film a tv series called j.o.n.a.s. its some sort of secret agent thingy. haha so cute. and the youngest brother, frankie, also acting in the show. he's so adorable! i wanna pinch his cheeks. haha. i want the album! dunno why i love disney channel stars suddenly. its for tweenies but who cares la. i love zac efron and joe jonas! and cody linley! although he ain't that popular.
i cant believe i also like click five now. han yingbin u la. haha. cuz u showed me ur pic with kyle and joey. they are so hot sia. i cant believe u go follow them. a true click five fan will not do this kind of thing ok. haha just kidding.
命中注定我爱你 is so nice. Even Alicia watching. haha. ruan jing tian so hot! This generation got a lot of hot guys. haha western or eastern also got. thats good. got more choices. so boy crazy hor. siao already. i think cuz i too free then spend so much time fantasising instead of doing hol hw. only got 1 more week left. i barely started. shit la. i think sure got alot of ppl never do. so i dun think i should worry la hor. sunday already.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA!
then monday my birthday. so fast 15 years old. going out with cia. yay we going heeren. i need to buy rubberband. mine too old, need to change. i still remember once the rubberband drop into the toilet bowl. pink colour one somemore eh. wa lao eh. then it got flushed down the toilet bowl. heart break ah!
ok gtg sleep now.

ahhh the bag!!

2008-05-26T00:59:00.005+08:00

Louis Vuitton - Tahitienne GM

omg i was surfing the web and i found a pic of the bag i wanted! well the purple one is nicer. but i cant find the pic. anyway it looks something like this. isn't it pretty? And i just found out that it cost $1200. ahhhhh I WANT!!!!!!

i juz love fairytales

2008-05-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

I was watching some fairytale-ish shows recently. And i started to believe in fairytales. Yeah yeah i know they're just to make a child happy, but if it makes people happy, why not believe in it? ok maybe you don't have to fully believe in it. But just hoping and daydreaming of the most wonderful thing in the world is not too much. Right? Yeah i guess. Anyway i was watching "the prince and me". And the guy is HOT. Blonde, mr prince charming, knight in shinning armour kinda look. After watching the show, i was thinking bout.. ya know.. when mr right will show. Alright I ain't desperate ok. It's just all fairytales have a happy ending. The typical "and they all lived happily ever after" thing. How nice if it could happen to everyone in the real world.
Well you know, they say that those who wait will get the best. So i'm waiting patiently like a goody goody girl:) In the meantime, GSS has started! Went shopping yesterday. Bought not much. Just a pair of extremely gorgeous earrings and 1 roxy pants. Then i walked pass LV. Gosh that bag on display was just too pretty to resist. I think it cost like a few thousand dollars. Don't have pricetag mah. so must be damn ex. I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!
Nevermind, i'll wait for mr right to buy me an even nicer one next time. Hehe. But i still want this bag now!!!!! Its DAMN PRETTY. I got a pic of it. but then in my hp. and i'm too lazy to put it up here on blogger. very ma fan.
I WANT THAT LOUIS VUITTON BAG!!!

3a outing at sentosa!

2008-05-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

whoo! today we went to sentosa for our 3a outing. It was so fun! we cycled and played "monkey". Mr lim was also there. and i kept bugging him for my 0.1 mark for chemistry. Mr yeo was actually "a fun guy". well i thought he was a serious person but he knows how to have fun too. haha. so we spent the whole day there. quite crowded considering it was a sunday. but not too bad. i must say, the class has bonded more. even more than the camp.
and i got hit with the ball a few times. until my earring dropped out and i stepped on it and the sole of my feet got cut. pain eh. i didnt even realised it until i washed my feet. cuz kept running in the sand. the sand is nice and soft:) but it was so hot in the afternoon. i mean really. i walked across the bridge thingy barefooted ok. i know how it feels like. my feet was like so red. the weather was so hot u could cook an egg. then i got sand all over me. it was disgusting but once i reached home, i had a nice and long shower. RELAXING sia. and i'm really thirsty right now. Maybe i should go get a drink. toodles. and good night peeps.

a load off my shoulders

2008-05-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

Mid Year Exams are finally over. Enough of studying and revising. Today was the last paper. Physics. I totally flunk the paper. omg the sand ques. I only knew how to do it when the teacher said, "PENS DOWN". oh my goodness. I just lost 5 marks. It was a 5 mark ques! DAmn! and everyone had diff. gradients. I got 0.788. Dunno whether correct or not. And the MCQs. I didn't know how to do 9 ques.. which was about one third of of the ques. i juz wanna pass sia. So tired this week, keep waking up at 4am to study. Although it helps cuz can remember better. ok anyway its totally over and i dun wanna think about it anymore.
So my cca mates and i went to catch a movie today. what happens in vegas. its damn funny! And i really managed to de-stress. Haven't had such a good laugh for so long!
But i really need a break. Although going out and chilling out with friends is relaxing, it's not really relaxing once you think of the journey to the place, what to wear etc. Its kinda tiring after facing the tbs for 2 weeks. And i mean what i say when i need a break. I wanna lie in bed and just stay there and not move. I wanna have a super long sleep. Maybe a 12 hour sleep. That would greatly make up for the lack of sleep for these 2 weeks. Sometimes being alone could be good.

my fingers are freezing

2008-04-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

The sec 3s went to watch Hamlet today. Its was AWESOME! And we got front row seats! So lucky haha. I sat at the second row and by the side. The view was ok except for SOME PEOPLE with super gigantic heads. keep on blocking us la wa lao the guys. cuckoo la. anyway, HORATIO!!!! He's cute! And the actors are really really good and the play of course. I would catch it again! It's so exciting and i cant believe i'm so into shakespearean plays now. But that doesn't mean i wanna take up literature again. No way man. I like the plays and stories and all that but i just don't like learning them.
After Hamlet, we went back to school and had to take chemistry test. It was ok. I didn't even study for the test. I mean really. I didn't even revise. I didn't even open the chem book. So if i pass then i'll be satisfied. But mid years really have to chiong sia. Still got 3 chapters of bio haven revise yet, can't believe they're adding chapter 1 to the exam. Teacher didn't even teach can. And then after chem, we had ss lesson. But we went for lunch before the lesson. The canteen like no food lor. All sold out juz the leftovers. How sad. We're tired and hungry and we got limited choices of food. We're all gonna burst our brains soon. It's like almost everyone stay up late to finish our hw every night. We get so little sleep that our eyebags are popping out like we got 2 gigantic pimples on our eyes. Ok maybe I don't get them but i when i look at pamela's eyes, woah. I feel very sorry for her. And i notice that her eyes are always red and swollen. Lack of sleep. Sad. And always, class ends at 2.45pm, sometimes even later. When we go down to the canteen to have our lunch, there's almost no more food and its like 3 plus already. At night, we mug and mug. What a vicious cycle.
That's what serene, priscilla, pamela, jingyi and i were talking about today over lunch. And we were like debating over to go jc or poly. Well more like complaining that we have to learn science for another 3 more years. And then a levels. So weird hor, haven even take o levels yet then talk bout a levels already. haha. we think too much. Maybe its cuz of stress.
Then Priscilla 老婆 and i always sing in class. haha. 斗牛要不要 rocks!
"感谢我不可以，拥抱你的背影，所以才能，变成你的背影..."
背影 by 林宥嘉
But 老婆 and hon neh and hon neh neh and darling pam, we will chiong! 加油! and yes 老婆, S.H.E rox. 飞轮海also!
老婆 must remember to return me my amath assign't s1/10 hor.

dear we are officially remarried

2008-04-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

my horny dar dar no.1 we will renew our marriage vows. I'm gonna print it out and let the whole world see ok?
omg i read your entry and i couldn't stop laughing lor... and i was leaking and leaking. :) hehe never had such a good laugh for a long time. Anyways, juz wanna say that i am really lucky to have you as a friend and my horny dar dar! I really miss last year when it was the best time of my life. Although we're very different, we're still able to connect so well, ITS AMAZING! TADAA! And i really really miss you. But i had fun today! Went to pizza hut and recklessly buying gummies and marshmellows from mini toons.. Its so us! We went crazy once again! haha! Re-live our sec 2 days!

Our memorable days.... remember?

Year: 2006, sec 1
Lesson: Science, Ms Parimala
Horny dar dars in action: We were singing and holding hands and it was time to do work. Ms Parimala saw us holding hands and....
Quote: "Boys, girls... and lesbians"

Year: 2006, sec 1
Lesson: i cant remember, but it was when we were crazy over hsm
Horny dar dars in action: We were singing again
Quote: "We're soarin' (very low voice), flyin' (mouth wide open)" and then we couldn't carry on and started laughing AGAIN

Year: 2007, sec 2
Lesson: Like every single lesson
Horny dar dars in action: Singing again
Quote: " 5 6 7 8, NANANANA NANANANA NANANA, you are the music in me" Yes this is so unforgettable

Year: 2007, sec 2
Lesson: Art
Horny dar dars in action, or rather me only: Remember i wanted to go to the toilet... but "ahem" wouldn't let me.
Quote: "I'm not a flock of birds, i'm a human"

Yeah and there are many many more... i'll take 100 years to finish typing everything cuz i keep laughing and laughing. oh and remember "your best friend who has a big butt"... and "princess ba-pa-la-pa-sha-pa-la-pa-ding-dong"
ok i'm going crazy just thinking of it.
I LOVE YOU KERRIE!

REGISTRY OF MARRIAGES [by me]
We are officially re-married.
signature signature

ok done!

pink blogskin:):):):):)

2008-03-30T02:18:00.002+08:00

ta daa! pink blogskin. yay! damn i wanna put music but imeem one so long.. make the column like shit.. nvm i'll find another way.. but not today. i slept this whole afternoon. like totally wasted 1 day.
haven touch a single piece of hw yet. gosh i'm way lagging behind. this week was so tiring!
on one night, i slept at 2 and woke up at 4.30am to finish up my hw. and u know what's the worst thing? the teacher never collect. wa piang eh. make me deprived of my beauty sleep. see la pimples pop out already. si gi na la.
ugh.. so many problems. too little time to settle them. just disappear in front of me!
another hot guy.. randy clein from unfabulous... blond guys are hawt!
yay jiro's new drama 翻滚吧！蛋炒饭 finally 杀青.. can't wait to watch it.
aiya very sian eh tomoro sunday den monday go back sch... buay ta han..
i'm random... u know randomonium from scooby doo: monsters unleashed the movie.. suddenly thought of that...

pink is my world

2008-03-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

oh yeah... got a pink racket and laptop! yay! pinky pinky pinky! ok i'm so into jonas brothers! joe jonas! so hawt! holidays are here! yeah babe! but so busy as usual... tournament tomoro and after that there's chemistry remedial. Gosh, how to rush back in time? oh well, gotta burn midnight oil this week..
omg my girl is so nice! gongcan! ahhh... next week last episode! can't wait, i think i'm gonna watch it on youtube now.. but i'll spoil the excitement! ah i dun care! can't resist! today's episode so sad, i wanna cry but couldn't cuz my parents were watching it with me and if i did cry it would be so paiseh.. haha. see i can influence my parents to watch korean dramas... both of them are hooked on the show now ok.. and my father always ask,"now what happen ah?" i didn't expect them to watch with me... hehe
I'm using my pink vaio laptop now.. hehe.. i kept asking my dad to buy it for me at the IT road show... and he was like,"ok ok i'll buy it or you'll never stop bugging me" haha. The mouse is pink too!
And my racket... its not really pink, the frame is brown and white. I just restring it to pink and change the grip to pink. So now, I have a super pink racket! Its pretty ok... haha.. can distract opponent cuz the pink is quite bright.. and how common are pink rackets? I've only seen one girl with a pink grip at last year's wee kim wee tournament... and i was like, "ahhh pink! i want!!!" and now i have a nicer one... cuz the string is also PINK!
Omg i sound like a pink freak... I AM ANYWAY!
PS: i know ppl who are reading this are gonna say,"woah, she siao already" yeah i know, say whatever u want... but u guys should know that i absolutely cannot resist pink... hmmm priscilla would be so happy to read this:)

life keeps getting in the way

2008-03-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

common tests are finally OVER.. not really satisfied with results.. felt that i could have done better. Yes i know that life's not only about academics.. but i can't help but feel this way.. and this is only the first common test. And on top of that.. problems keep piling up like hw.. life is such a torture now... but i'm not regretting coming to 3A.. its just probably 人生的考验.. i always tell myself that whenever i wanna pull out all my hair... i'm trying to stay optimistic but mood swings get in my way sometimes.. i'm so undecisive these days. I find it hard to make a simple decision, so unlike me. But its not like i can help it. It just comes naturally but some ppl just don't understand. I don't have a carefree life like most ppl. I'm not the same old person I used to be, fun and games are over now. It's time to get serious and stop playing.
Some ppl dont agree with me.. thats fine. I don't expect everyone to have the same mindset as me. Just want some understanding from you guys...

cny

2008-02-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

chinese new year... the same old thing... blahblah blah... and then there was valentine's day... interesting this year... and ya da ya da ya da ya da... i'm in a bad mood right now.. waiting for the stupid com to load... and i'm so bloody pissed with YOU.. damn it u pesky person... and the big fat problem is that you don't even know what you've done wrong... i feel like screaming straight into your face so u learn from ur mistakes... another wolf in sheep's clothing... i finally realise that YOU have a VERY BAD CHARACTER...

back to school

2008-01-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Well, 2008 has finally arrived. My feelings are neutral cuz I'm not really excited about the new year. New class, new classmates, new books and they are heavy! Everything new. Not used to the environment but i'm adapting slowly. Anyways we are going to be in the same class for 2 years, so we can take out time to bond with each other. Ex-classmates.. definitly miss them. But of course I won't forget them...unless they forget me which is almost impossible. So, nothing to be afraid of. Except for the fact that we might drift apart because of our limited time spent together. My dear alicia and kerrie... I miss you guys so badly. It's weird not having you 2 in the same class as me. And because of this, I kinda feel intimidated sometimes.. by teachers and classmates. I don't know why, maybe it's cuz I relied too much on you 2 for the past 2 years. So I guess it's time to grow up and be independent.
It's tough. Sometimes I'm so scared that I can't sleep and can't concentrate. And the thing is, I don't even know what I'm afraid of... Maybe I'm scared of being alone.. I need people around me.
So.. I hope I don't become a zombie who does nothing but study all day.. I wanna have fun just like today, at the cca exhibition. The sec 2s really made my day. We were laughing like how I used to laugh last year, so crazy that I don't bother about my surroundings. They were really horny! Haha... smacking each others boobs... I got smack too.. a few times.. But I didn't retaliate of course, I couldn't bring myself to.. it was so wrong! So I told them that they had to take BIO when they go to sec 3. They will really enjoy it.. haha
And I'm not saying that I don't like 3A or anything... I kinda like my new class, at least I've made some new friends. And it's an "international class". There are people from Indonesia, Thailand, Macau, Korea and maybe malaysia... not too sure bout malaysia. It's fun cuz we can have conversations like during exchange programmes. It's really cool! Hopefully the whole class will be united by march or some time by this half of the year.
Last but not least, to the sec 1s, JOIN BADMINTON!

taiwan trip

2007-11-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

whoo... juz came back from taiwan on sunday. So fun! I enjoyed myself! yay bought boots! ahhh so happy! haha.. So sad didn't see my darling jiro. ahhhh!

see fahrenheit's advertisement for cup noodles. Their faces are EVERYWHERE! See my darling jiro in blue.. hehe

tadaa! lianyi and i sat this roller coster ride twice! the others too scared... haha it looks scary but when u close your eyes and scream your lungs out then its not. So fun! i wanna go again!

Group photo! This place is in front of the theme park.

From left:

Annabel, me, Wei Ting, Sheryl, Jody, Lianyi, Brenda, Nicolette

This is my buddy! She's Cindy.. haha.. nice girl. A fan of yan ya lun!

We gonna say goodbye at that time..

This is in front of the sch. Each of us with our buddies. So kawaii!

Lianyi and I at the earthquake place. Used to be a sch's running track... until the earthquake came along.. The others dun wanna take photo! Like that one... hmp!

Brenda and I at some room where you can feel what a real earthquake is like. Cool!

The brokened buildings that the earthquake caused...

From left:

Jody, me, Annabel, Lianyi

This room was at the farm.. one night we were bored and restless so we decided to take a pic of "Do Re Mi"

From left:

Lianyi, Annabel, me

Yeah Yeah i'm the shortie one there...

I don't know what this place is called.. Anyway.. Pic!

From left:

Nicolette, me, Lianyi, Annabel

And some extras at the sides.. eeyur.. spoil the picture!

Our final day at taiwan. Taken at the airport, the waiting area where you board the plane.

From left:

Lianyi, me, Annabel, Nicolette, Brenda

Ok i know this pic can't be seen clearly.. Not my fault! The light's fault!

够爱 by 東城衛 and a chord

2007-11-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

夠愛 by 東城衛/ a Chord

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴聲音
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴聲音

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想透你好像说过你和我会不会有以後
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为无有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我

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你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我

爱你的我不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口
爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我
爱你的我

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我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴聲音
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴聲音
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴聲音
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴聲音

i gotta face the music by myself

2007-11-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

i should have juz burnt that paper. No, i shouldn't even have taken it. I'm regretting it even before it starts. I know what's gonna happen, I can picture it all in my head. It's all because of my recklessness and my f***ing attitude. I only wanted to prove a point. And it's foolish and stupid, now i realise.
Why did I make so many mistakes this year? What's gotten into me? I don't even know who I am anymore. What happened to my carefree self? I wanna go back to the old times where I don't have to worry about anything. I keep having mood swings everyday. What the f*** is wrong with me?
I'm so confused and lost. I need somebody to help me get out of this. Is this life? Or am i juz unlucky? Bad things happen cuz my life is oh so perfect. But you know what?
LIFE SUX BIG TIME
Even some people are deliberatly making life difficult for me. So free ah? Go to hell a**holes.
I'm....
angry
stubborn
headstrong
reckless
emo
And so.... I'm done being nice

stop running away from reality

2007-10-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

i know that u want me to do what u want. But here's it. I'm not your pet and i got my own life too. So back off and stop interfering in my life. You told me to "go sit there" today. But i refused and went into the room. You tried to push me but i said "don't push me". I had to control myself, I couldn't raise my voice at you with a whole lot of people around. Why can't you face up to reality? Why can't you accept the fact that you can't change any of these? You chose this path and it's too late for regrets now. Sometimes I really wanna scream at you and do what my heart tells me to. But no, i can't. All i can do is suppress my anger. Do you know how hard that is? And considering that fact that i'm a hot-blooded teenager, shouldn't i be erupting like a volcano?
You never once cared about how i feel. You only care about what others think of me. I'm so tired of putting on a mask. I juz wanna be who i really am.
You've beeen influencing me for as long as i can remember. But from today onwards, I'm not gonna allow you to do that. I'm gonna have a mind of my own. I'll make my own decisions. You should know where you stand, don't go too far.
Have you ever heard that long term suppressed anger can turn into hatred? It might juz happen one day without even u or me knowing it. You had better change your ways or don't blame me for doing what i'm forced to. I can't tell you all these face to face. And you will not even read this, if you do, you should know that i'm talking to you.
I waited for the night to arrive, to vent my anger here. Here i am, wishing that you were juz a figment of my imagination. And that you had never existed in my life. But then again, it's all thanks to you that have made me a stronger person. So ironically, I thank you for coming into my world.

dun contradict me

2007-10-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

got our option form already.. Stop influencing me! I've already made up my mind. I'm trying to get "stress" and "cant handle" out of my vocabulary. Everybody's always talking at me. Everybody's trying to get in my way. I wanna listen to my own heart talking. I need to count on myself instead! [BET ON IT]
Yeah real meaningful lyrics. I don't care! I gonna put option E as first choice and option D as second. I'm not gonna listen to anyone but myself. ITS MY CHOICE, MY LIFE! C'mon friday come quickly! I needa hand the form up so i won't make any changes. I WILL NOT GET INFLUENCED! I'm gonna do my own thing.

i'm free

2007-10-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

exams finally over! i'm done with memorizing chunks of facts! went ice skating on mon tues n thur which is today. Fell down on mon and tues but today didn't. Met Yue Jing there today and i forgot her name. So sorry hor cuz neva see u for so long... haha but i did remember in the end.

RESULTS are out. I did ok... satisfying la.. but could have done better. o well i shall try harder next time. it ain't the end of the world eh...

And today Kerrie n i went crazy cuz we were singing u are the music in me sharpay version.. we kept going.. nananana nananana you are the music in me me me me me me me me me me me.... laughing until tears come out.. my tears come out very easily i dunno why... den KERRIE WEE kept saying my face turn pink den i cover my face wif my book. i couldn't stop laughing. once i start i cant stop. Dun make me laugh!

SHe also gave me the best bday present eva! BAked cookies for me and gave me a PINK card. Thank you dear, really appreciate it. you're da best!

o yeah b4 i forget.. on mon at the ice skating ring i met this REALLY CUTE LITTLE BOY. My boyfriend! haha he's name is leonard and he's from belgium and he's 6 yrs old. haha. got a pic of him.. but i'm not gonna put it on the net... he so cute!!!!

There was another cute cute boy boy today... his hair is blonde and he got pretty blue eyes! i squat down cuz i was helping jacelyn take food from the vending machine and we were face to face!!! ahhhh he so cute! he looked me in the eye! i think he's about 3 yrs old.. and his little finger almost got stuck. heng he took it out.. smart boy!

currently watching gong zhu xiao mei aka romantic princess. CALVIN quite shuai in the show! i think i like him already! aHHHH!! haha but JIRO is still no. 1! d show is damn nice sia... must watch ah ppl! its gonna be a hit like hana kimi. yeah

and gosh there's trainings and PTs during the holidays... huh... sian. must go back sch. again holiday won't feel like holiday. thats life. life ain't fair.

gonna watch ying ye 3+1 now... and i think i'm gonna change my blogskin when i'm free...

i'll remmeber this day

2007-08-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

National Day! I LUV IT! Why did it have to end so fast? It seems like yesterday that we were complaining of the long hours of NDP practices. But now, I want more! I don't wanna stop! The song is stuck in my head! Last thursday, we performed for the whole nation! The whole world! There were broadcasts to other countries like Australia etc.

So we had to report to sch at 1pm and then we went to the field to touch up on the movements. The field was hot! But it was worth it. HaHa... when we reached there, we had to go through the screening thing... like those at airport. After that, we went to our holding area. After waiting for some time, we got restless and started zi lian-ing... here are some pics!

I took some videos... really crazy videos of crazy people... haha... but i can't see it on my com cuz windows media player doesn't support the format... o well.. if u guys wanna see... look for my hp.. haha

And then... i got even more restless... look what i took pictures of...

so when it was time to perform.. we did what we did and i cant believe that would be the last time we would be doing our dance item. Mayflower Secondary School- Boundless Flight!

When it was time for the finale... everyone was copying each other.. in actual fact, the finale was kinda screwed up cuz most ppl were unfamiliar with the steps.. i was following jia hui the whole time! haha.. and then when everything ended and it was time to party, everyone went wild! People starting dancing. Some, like me, were stalking the cameraman, trying to appear on the BIG screens at marina bay. Haha. I appeared twice! I went with rachel.. haha..

Tadaa! I look weird i know..

rachel go n unzip.. haiyo...

haha.. hot mah.. we wear over

our PE attire.. see my star star:):):):):)

We went back to out holding area after everythin ended.. take out our costumes, remove makeup and pack our stuff n all that then leave the place.. when we got back to school, we go take group photo with our AI-Ernest! Ernest u rock! We'll miss you!!!

GROUP PHOTO! See the one in yellow is Ernest.. he go n close his eyes.. hmp! And i'm at the top left hand corner in case any of u can't find me in the pic..

and then hor... pic is ruined cuz of *ahem*

sweet memories!

2007-07-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

today's rehearsal was fun! Although it was really really MUDDY.. i managed to get through it. Yes i was eeyur-ing for the whole time. But the performance part was GREAT! Well when running to the 1 line 1 line formation, i "overshot", i missed my marking den had to go back a bit. So PAISEH lor!!! den nuraishah laughing at me.. haha.. i was like.. omg! AHHH! SHIT! but nvm la. haha. hope national day won't like tat. Aiya but tat time very dark mah. Den plus i cock eye one, understandable la hor... :)
And den during the finale finale. Its FINALE FINALE. not FINALE. i never type wrong. Cuz its really the ending mah. ya so.. as i was saying.. we go form long lines den go around the platform. so fun! Den we go until clementi pri sch there. They so CUTE!!!!! Some boy boy-s were sticking their hands out, wanting to get hi 5 from ppl. They i see them so cute den i hi 5-ed them! AHHH!!! SO CUTE!!! The girl girl-s very shy so they juz "hi!". SO, I "HI!" back to them! haha. They look so cute in their costumes.. especially the starfish!
Next we went back to our positions but we saw people on top of the movable stage(got wheels one) where all the singers stood.
The "they" is mayflowerians. So i also follow lor. They didn't stand there. juz go up den come down. I went up once! Den while i was on top there, I go and "wooooo!" Den i went down. So fun! so CRAZY! Everyone was partying like mad!
I wanted to go up another time. Just as i was about to step on the step, the guy/helper stopped me.. so sad.. haha. at least i went up there. And I GOT INTO THE SPIRIT OF NATIONAL DAY! WOOOOOO!!!
People were crowding the camera man. All wanna get their 1 sec of fame. I tried but couldn't cuz so many ppl. De Yuan got twice lor. wa lao. DE YUAN I HATE U... it's not fair!!! i wanna appear on the big big screen!
Today was quite wild. YAY! 2 more weeks to national day! olay!

it was all wrong

2007-07-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

finally free to come online.. is this sec sch life? so many problems and so little time to solve them? cuz life really sux now.. everyone's suffering. they all hate their lives. they wish they were never born. they wish they diden say the things that jus happen to shoot out of their mouths. they juz wanna get out of the situations they are in rite now. everyone's feeling exactly the same. so i guess if anyone feels like dying.. you're not alone. juz think that it's part of growing up and people make mistakes. life sux now... yes it does. but when u look back and think of all this, u find that everythin u've been thru was all worthwhile and u'll never regret making ur decisions whether they're right or wrong.
Who ever said that being a teenager was easy? we wish we could turn back time. don't do that. live life to the fullest. be happy. enjoy our youth. we're young...
went to the kranji cemetery yesterday. it was so sad. now i can say i'm proud to b a singaporean. i finally understand how tough life was in the past and i am really lucky to be here typing this thingy. and becuz of this, i feel that i'm living life too comfortably... and i'm still complaining, not being appreciative of wat i have..
all i noe how to do is complain... but i never thought that so many ppl were and still are in very bad states. sorry for all the troubles i've caused.
i'm blunt. i won't deny that fact. trying to be more sensitive

so... wat a stupid holiday

2007-06-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

so.. holiday sux so far... a couple of tournaments lately.. i dun even wanna tok bout it.. anyway its over now.. well at least there's time to RELAX... damn it i haven done my stupid hw.

have not been to orchard in like.. 2 months? yeah wateva... have not gone out wif friends since i dunno when. oh well, all the more to stay at home and sleep. yeah sleeping. wat eileen lee does best. my forte.

got ndp tomoro. another sucky day. totally wasting my time. gotta get up so early. muz be in sch by 7.45am. these ppl are crazy. there are ppl who wanna sleep.. ppl like ME in particular.

ANyways.. i got a serious case of being over-sensitive. yeah.. been very emo lately. i dunno y.. maybe its cuz there isn't laugher since my holiday started. tan rachel i need u.. i'm gonna go haywire soon.. blah blah blah... she ain't gonna read this..

EMO PEOPLE COMING UR WAY...

hey this idea of talking lots of crap works.. i feel a little less emo.. thats good.. gonna check up on some fahrenheit stuff now.. and dao ying.. i can help u find a nicer blogskin.. all u gotta do is ASK, woman..

exam over!

2007-05-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

exam over.. finally... can relax... yay... 12.21am now. got school tomoro... cant sleep...

break break break please

2007-04-22T02:42:00.000+08:00

oh well... its been long time.. Exam is only 1 week away... revising revising and more revising.. my brain is gonna explode i cant take it anymore.. help!
I'm crazy over hai tun wan lian ren aka love at dolphin bay. xu shao yang! so hot! the show's showing on channel u 6pm every mon to fri. see! how to study? ok la can la... but i will always take time to watch the show and den will sorta waste time... o well.. nvm.. it's only 1h..
So.. i gotta get through 2 weeks of exams... ahhhh.. the good thing is after the paper can go home straight away.. so shiok.. yay!

wahhh... 25 mosquito bites

2007-03-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

juz got back from camp today.. got 25 mosquito bites... wahh.. so itchy!!! the toilets were so dirty..
By the way Kerrie.. the camp shirt ORANGE leh...

da dong ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi

2007-03-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

i'm listening to zhuan shu tian shi now.. and i luv this song! AHHHH!! I am seriously going crazy over fei lun hai and hana kimi.. it's so serious until i can't study... i stayed at home the whole day ok.. see i so guai.. *vomits blood*

Haiz.. cuz this week was a LOUSY holiday. It is suppose to be a holiday and what do we get? 3 days of school. Had to go back for NDP rehearsals and trainings. NDP rehearsals were on monday, tuesday and wednesday. Trainings were on monday and wednesday. I was so tired lah.. what kind of holiday is this? And holiday is gonna end lor.. gonna buy new PINK badminton shoes tomoro..OH YEAH! It's the same as *ahem* but only different colour.. I always seem to hate *ahem* for no reason.. ok i'll be nice.. There's just something that makes me can't stand her.. but i can't seem to put in words.. ok i'll be nice.. i'll TRY.. can't gurantee ok.. i know rachel and hsiao hui have been asking me why i dun like her.. i can't find any reason also..

You know sometimes you just don't like a person without any particular reason? THAT'S JUST THE CASE.. Dun ask why ppl.. i dun have the answer. It's just like you just like someone.. You don't need a reason.. like means like.. dun like means dun like lor... aiyo...

Ok neverminds.. so anyways.. who is valerie? i'm so sorry but i really don't have any impression of you.. May be you know me but i don't know you... sorry!... hmmm.. let me go ask around..

To the left to the left.. does it sound familiar? yes it's beyonce's irreplaceable.. rachel and i were joking about this on wed.. we went crazy... we kept laughing and laughing and hsiao hui was completely clueless.. well she's more to the chinese side... but she doesn't listen to chinese music.. oh well she likes to study.. sometimes it's hard to converse with her cuz she speaks in chinese and i can't speak chinese fluently..

There was once when tiffany was the "translator".. it was during training... yet another time when everyone went crazy.. It was so funnny! cuz everytime i say "woman" at the last part of my sentence.. den tiffany will translate in chinese to hsiao hui.. haha.. it was so funny and those were the times i really love.. Pals i could rely on.. feeling's great!

help...

2007-03-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

seem not to care but worry alot. flunk exams. scared. help. waste time idolzing until neglected academics? Just lazy? Or don't understand concepts? What's the answer? All of the above. Is it a wake up call? Hope so. Hope its's not too late now.
Smarties everywhere, so discouraged, it's pointless studying. Become rebellious and can only think of slacking. Shows the "everythin is fine" attitude but it's not. Everythin is not fine. It's a major disaster. Who's having a bad day? Me
I don't wanna waste another day, stuck in the shadow of my mistakes. So please study! Stop slacking!!!! Paste Jiro's picture in front of the textbook!

wat a busy year...

2007-02-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

i flunked all my exams. Results are way way way crappy. Well this is a wake up call for me to start working hard. Ok ok i've got my assessment books ready. But have not started on any one yet. This year is gonna be VERY BUSY. There's the streaming, NYAA, piano, commitment towards badminton and to prepare for NDP.

That's right NDP. We're performing for national day this year. Only those involve in SYF competitions and tournaments and below the height of 150cm are excluded. Damn why did our badminton tournament have to end so early. If only it started in like the second half of the year. Oh well..

So the people who are performing are mostly from sports, uniformed groups and club n societies. Some from performing arts. The training is going to be intensive like what mr kwek said. Oh man. What about streaming this year???

STRESS COMING!

And then there's gonna be camp after the march holidays. YUCK! I HATE CAMP! And its not in school.. That's even worse! The toilet is gonna be so dirty and the dormitory would be suckish. The bed would be just a piece of wooden plank and we would have to lay our sleeping bags and sleep without aircon! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!

I have to live in a material world. Now and the future. That's me. Materialistic.

horny pies

2007-02-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

hmm hmm.. wed was valentine's day. Alot of exchange of presents.

Horny pie number 1 ur cookie very nice!!! and the card so nice! i luv u!!!

Ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu, zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju...

we went crazy today singing rainie yang's ai mei. Not tat i like rainie ok.. horny pie number 1 la.. keep watchin devil beside me.. addicted already hor dear.. now u like ah meng aka mike he hor..

so anyways.. the cny celebration wasn't very good. First of all the lion dance was not as good as the last one that i had seen. The lions weren't even moving!

Oh well. there was a cute guy. Yes kerrie n i kept staring at him. haha. he's the drummer. Got the "pai kia look" so shuai! "pai kia look" as in like jiro. Cool at all times. Ok except when jiro was playing the role of jin xiuyi in hana kimi. He was so overreacting! But cute n hot n shuai!

Sunday chinese new year. Not really looking forward. Just feel like sleeping and get stuck in dreamland. HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHIHE ROX!

Oh ya.. on wed.. during training. We had to do footwork. 4 sets of 40. SAD.

Everyone was so tired. The choir was there rehearsing. When the music came on, Rachel started saying "motivation motivation!"

What she meant was that the music is on so have motivation to do footwork already. So we were laughing throughout the whole training. And the seniors and juniors were looking at us sec 2s as if we had gone bonkers. Yeah we totally did.

And the choir sang the gong xi gong xi and the breakin free. We were singing along as well! So fun! A bunch of insane girls. And the teacher n coach didn't scold us. HA!

Usually, teachers would say "please be serious" Yeah and ppl would ignore them.

So i think the choir thought we were mad too. Cuz we were using the middle court and the choir was just right in front of us. We could see them clearly and they could see us clearly too.

oh well.. ever since the tournament, the c girls have gotten closer. And its really CLOSE. Everyone would laugh when we see one another. We are always crackin lame jokes and laughin at them.

And complain about teachers. for example "this ms goh ah.. today wear purple colour bra leh" haha.. and then we'll start laughin and sayin mean things bout her. SO FUN

AND today i didn't go back to pri sch. Well i cant be bothered. Secondary life is so much better right now... pri sch was actually hell for me. Well i mean before p5 n p6.. And at tat time.. i REALLY REALLY hated my cca.. it was just plain lame.

shopping shopping and more shopping!

2007-02-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

well well well... today went shopping after school. Went to tangs. Bought a GUESS WATCH. Yes it's PINK. And has a heart in the middle. IT'S PRETTY. Cost $198 and comes with bracelet. Ex yes. and i love it! So i told me mum "mummy u dun nid gimme angpao already" haha.. ahhh i can't wait to wear it.

And then today went to change the strap of ANOTHER GUESS WATCH. But i got that one free from centrepoint. The watch is worth $275. And it's FREE. Must spend a certain amount of money den can get free. I think must spend $1000. And my mum got it. Of course she didn't spend that much money lah, she conbined with her fren. And her fren has the watch also. Can ya imagine how much money she spend? More than a thousand for goodness sake.

So anyways that watch comes in pink and black. And there was no more pink so my mum had to take black. So of course i didn't like it cuz ya all noe how much i luv pink. So i went to change the strap to white. Cuz i already have a pink one so i took white. Den everybody can wear. but i'll be the only one wearing in my family la cuz my bro definitely won't wear, my dad always wears his ancient watch and my mum's says it's too big for her. she has fragile hands cuz she's so bonny. So i'll wear it.. hehe.. I got 2 GUESS WATCHES now!!! oh yeah..

best day of my life!!!!!

2007-02-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

omg!!! last sunday went to imm for fei lun hai qian chang hui. I'll always remember that day! I left house at 12noon. Reach imm at about 2pm. Den from there start queueing. When i got there, the queue was already so long la.. we had to queue until the carpark. So we.. as in me, tiffany, gui jun, dao ying and tiffany's fren la.. we queue until about 945pm. That moment was so shiok!!! I got to shake wu zun, ya lun, da dong and yi ru hands!!! Actually they came about 6 plus. but den we couldn't see anythin cuz we were at the back. queueing. it was so squeezy la... and ppl kept pushing and pushing. I almost wanted to faint. i mean seriously. it was so packed i could hardly breathe.. and i was sweating. everyone was. some ppl fainted. the security so fierce. but cant blame them la. cuz got lots pf ppl who kept cutting Q. So irritating lor. Everyone was so pissed. well anyways i got their autographs and shook their hands! They are so cute in real live! Even yi ru is cute. and they have really big heads. haha. no offence ah.. but they are HOT. and their hands very big.. so man! ahhhh!!! *goes crazy* they sang 3 songs in the beginning but i couldn't see or hear. but the rest said they could.. mayb i'm deaf. haha. well we were the lucky lot. We were the last few ones that got fei lun hai's autographs. it was so close. 7-8 hours of waiting was worth it. Den i so shy.. dun dare talk to them.. haiz.. my first time coming to such an event ok. nvm. next time i know already. haha. and when i went up the stairs(the stage one) i was so freaking nervous la. my heart was beating so fast. even more nervous when i go for oral exams. Even when i'm like 5m from them.. i'm so nervous. jiro so hot!!! luv his smile!!! and then the last part... if only i stayed a few minutes longer... den can see them sing chao xi huan ni. ahhhh... why did i leave so quickly????? aiya,, anyways i got to catch some parts of it on youtube. I luv fahrenheit!!!! It was really really crowded.. about 400 ppl didn't get fahrenheit's autographs. ke lian ah.. come early next time ppl.. i heard that there were so many ppl they queue AROUND THE BUILDING. i cant believe it la.. and i thought we were the last few ones... yeah the last few lucky ones who got to shake their hands and get autographs.. The most memorable event in my life. hopefully this will be useful in my compo someday. haha..
So the next day me, tiffany, gui jun and dao ying (tiffany's fren is in other sch) totally went hysterical. cuz the 3 of them in 2i and i'm the only one in 2e.. but thats ok.. yeah so our classes had pe.. and den we still haven recovered from sunday's event la.. we had to run 2.4km.. and den we were all like.. aiya fail den fail la.. anyway the last few times pass already.. yeah we actually were planning to fail and walking all the way.. they failed but i didn't.. haha.. the last part i chiong.. haha.. 18min.. passed by 20sec. During out run.. or rather walk.. we were running den walking den running den walking.. and when we were walking we were screaming "fei lun hai wo ai ni!" or "fei lun hai rawks!" or "i luv fei lun hai!" or "jiro so hot!" or "aaron so hot!" etc.. all the comments to show that we were mad over them.. ya and ppl were looking at us as if we were mentally retarded.. den we oso said "woah if wu zun here i confirm chiong all the way until the end lor!" haha.. ya i said that.. cuz wu zun very atheletic mah.. haha.. yup we were crazy.. and we still are!!! haha! And we agreed to save up our money so next time if they have yan chang hui den we will buy the most expensive one.. yes we will!
Next week is common test.. ugh.. muz study.. man i'm so bored.. o ya.. this week played against st nicks.. we lost 5-0.. well anyways i expected it la.. so i'm not really disappointed.. haha.. mf badminton players if u read this u are probably gonna kill me for saying such things.. its juz a remark ok.. dun take things so seriously.. but den its true la.. st nicks very pro and we already know that.. well they are nice ppl.. they cheer for us.. and we returned the cheer.. but den it was soft. cuz the other ppl dun wanna open their mouths to cheer.. probably cuz they shy la.. aiya.. anyways the tournaments are over and i can finally relax..

i wanna fight

2007-01-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

Well so we won the first game 5-0 and lost the second game 4-1. Was so pissed. Anyways we still have 1 more match and if we win den can go to next round. Pray for a miracle. Train hard. C girls Jia You! oh well let this be an experience for us. We'll beat them next year. So anyways, this whole week was pretty busy, yes it was. I missed piano lessons. haha. i dun care. wtf. my
piano teacher's gonna nag at me again for missing lessons. It ain't my fault. Actually this week was kinda shiok. i get to miss lessons. yes that really rox. TOTALLY. THE ENGLISH TEACHER SERIOUSLY NEEDS AN EXTREME MAKEOVER. She totally sux. ALL EXPRESS CLASSES HATES HER. At least thats what i heard. Well i shan't say who she is. All of you would know anyways... if u don't, come and ask me. I'll tell u stories. Bedtime or for fun? Your choice.
Tomoro gonna see fei lun hai!!! JIRO.OMG.HOT. yes i'm going for the qian chang hui. I'm finally going to such an event. My first time. O yeah. that rox. hehe. there's the s.h.e concert today. and fahrenheit going to be guests. i wanna go but den not interested in s.h.e
Oh well, i'll see them tomoro. I <3 FAHRENHEIT!

tournament very very very near

2007-01-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

on thursday, b girls had tournament at sports school. Mei yi, tiffany, rachel and i went to woodlands ring sec... we got the place wrong and by the time we reached sports school, the tournament was going to end. It was the final game. And we were like.. we shouldn't even have come. It was a waste of money. From woodlands ring sec, we took taxi to sports school. The fare cost $4. Still got mrt fare ok.. Oh well at least we went there... and we got to see the school. IT WAS HUGE. The badminton hall was so grand. Like those courts we see on tv. The flooring must have cost a fortune. And the swimming pools were so cool. The kiddies were so cute in their little swimming trunks and contumes. HAHA. And there was the corridor. The floor was those tracks (like in the stadium) kind of flooring. The school is so NICE. Those students in sports school are really lucky... admire them sias...
So anyways, tues the big game for us c girls... the tension is on. THINK BLUE! yup yup, thats wat mrs leong told me. Cuz i was very nervous.. haha. Ya so i'll be playing doubles with hsiao hui. At least thats the arrangement for now.. Hope coach dun change tat.
Next fri. FAHRENHEIT COMING TO SINGAPORE! 2pm at k box k union for the fans gathering.. i cant go cuz i have training... wahhhh!! And then sat, they'll be guests for the SHE concert. Den on sun, there will be a qian chang hui at imm 6pm. I WANNA GO!!! I WANNA SEE JIRO, AARON AND WU ZUN!!!!! ahhh so desperate!!! And then my father will say.. dun waste time on stupid boybands. Such a meanie... But i'm sure my mum will let me go. heex.. SHE BETTER.
Today, i went to queensway to re-string my racket. And then i saw roxy slippers. Of course i bought it, i cant resist roxy items. Especially pink ones. hehe. And i saw white roxy shoes! Perfect for school shoes. BUT, i already bought adidas ones. Oh well.. i'll probably buy it the next time. When my adidas shoe spoils. haha.. i'm such a spoilt kid. Oh well, cant help it. I also saw pink badminton shoes! I wanted it so badly and i've beem looking all over for it. BUT, it was either too small or too big. I didn't buy. SO DEPRESSED.. ugh.. PINK! PPL.. we're talking about PINK! EVERYONE KNNOWS THAT I LUV PINK! And it was badminton shoes somemore.. its very rare ok. My shoes are worn out now. No grip. Man i'm so depressed. If anyone sees PINK BADMINTON SHOES, MAKE SURE YOU TELL ME. I'M DESPERATLY IN NEED OF PINK BADMINTON SHOES. AND IT MUST BE YONEX.

13 hours to sch

2007-01-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

wahh... have to go back sch in like 13 hours... crappy... hua yang shao nian shao nu rox! HANA KIMI!!! wu zun so hot><>
Hana kimi... i'm addicted to the show already... cant find ep 9.... ugh!!! So frustrating... my room is in a mess... i haven finish my hw... i haven pack my bag... i haven do anythin yet... still in holiday mood... of course la.. 2 whole mths of hols... who dun wanna slack...

fahrenheit rox my world

2006-12-26T02:23:00.000+08:00

my blog got videos le... yay... wo you wo de young and zhi dui ni you gan jue... my 2 fav songs in the album.. hehe.. anyways.. this blog is to fei lun hai lovers... tiffany and fiona larhs.. since u two are the only ones i know hu luves fei lun hai.. o wait.. still got 1 more person... eleanor..haha.. ok... so.. happy watchin the videos.. i've rescaled it to fit the space there.. and although it looks smaller... its clearer than on the youtube website... 2.30am already... gtg sleep.. nitez

i luv fei lun hai!!!!!!!

2006-12-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

wooooo... i luv fei lun hai... jiro is hot!!! and i recently fell in luv with ya lun... heex... i wanna put their songs on my blog... anyone know how? fei lun hai crazy... k one too... JR.JIRO.AARON.MAJOR HOTTIES.TALL.DARK.HANDSOME.SING WELL
Ok mayb JR's not dark.. but he's HOT and TALL and HANDSOME... super major hotties... *sigh*
The music's not working btw.. ahhh... so desperate for fahrenheit's songs... can't put k one.. would be so weird.. fahrenheit skin and then k one song...
ok maybe i'll upload a video...
Anyway... bout today... my bro gave me 50 bucks.. sooo easy... i juz anyhow say and he took me for real... yay! can buy mua ripcurl tote bag already... cost 52 bucks.. i juz have to pay $2.. shiok ah.. omg.. ya lun n jiro voice so nice!!! listenin to xia xue.. ahhhhhh... *screams like a mad woman who has juz escaped from woodbridge* sooooooooo niceeeeeeeeeeeeee *still screaming* now is zhi dui ni you gan jue... gagagagaga...

letting go

2006-12-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

story of a girl.... once upon a time there lived a girl who actually was living a very fortunate life... a life with no worries and she thought that life was smooth sailing.. until one year... and that year.. there were a few struggles that she had to pull through.. and one of the struggles was kinda long... and she didn't know when it was all gonna end.. and then.... stay tuned to part 2 of the story... muahahahaha

home sweet home...

2006-12-17T02:10:00.000+08:00

home at last! i'm back from japan.. juz came back juz now.. 11.10pm plane landed... diden buy much.. so ex.. anyways.. enjoyed the trip... lots of things happen.. can't possibly type it out... TOO LONG.. ok.. goodnite..

i luv shopping

2006-11-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

today went to marina square... shop shop shop and more shopping.. spent $144 altogether.. roxy and fox and mini toons items.. and den i saw a ripcurl bag! its PINK.. n of course i have to have it.. but den roxy alone spent alot already.. so i didn't buy.. but its SOOOO nice!!! about $50+.. nvm.. i'll save money.. actually i already have la.. but den later buy den so xin tong.. aiya.. but worth it la.. haha.. see how easy it is to spend money.. just like tat $144 gone.. and i buy so little leh.. cuz all branded mah.. haha.. ok except for mini toons la.. but mini toons i spent very little cuz cheap cheap one mah.. roxy and fox.. woa.. so ex sia... but the design totally rox! so nice!!!! cuz its pink la.. i luv pink mah.. haha.. my weakness.. pink n shopping.. next time grow up muz be rich.. to pay my mum the money tat i spent now... haha.. and i'm only 13.. still got long way to go... tat means more shopping! haha.. den my dad say every year will go hk n shop... this year went... so shiok.. i oso buy alot of things.. but didn't buy roxy.. cuz there quite ex.. i think roxy in s'pore is the cheapest.. USA n malaysia one oso more ex than s'pore one.. but its so called genuine la.. cuz its made in USA.. den the roxy stuff in hk n s'pore n malaysia is made in china.. but designed in australia.. i think.. its how its designed tat matters.. made in anywhere oso can la.. juz make sure its real.. not fake..
okays.. gtg sleep now... byes.. i luv k one! JR JR JR JR JR JR JR JR JR JR JR JR...

NaNaNaNaNa

2006-11-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

well well well... lalalalala.. missed 3 lessons of tuition.. shuang! haha.. really la.. holidays already.. tuition wat shit.. so boring.. can sleep one la.. haha.. so.. today i finally clear my sec 1 stuff.. haven clear all yet but still got clear ok.. room still very messy la.. at least got clear most of them.. haha.. so dusty.. my room is in a mess.. like always.. den mum starts nagging.. blah blah blah blah blah... its a cycle.. every year sure will kana one.. hehe..
when will i get my class t-shirt ah? pay money already leh.. 12 bucks.. if i dun get it.. i wan my money back.. so lousy one... take so long to give t-shirt... shouldn't have paid first.. later cheat my money.. princess hours gonna finish.. tuesday den end.. wa lao i got tuition.. can't watch.. ok i noe i watch liao.. but on tv clearer.. nicer to watch.. n bigger summore.. shin n CG reunited... awwww.. so sweet.. haha.. okays.. gonna sleep now.. time to enter dreamland.. byebye

new obssession

2006-11-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

sun.. o its mon already... ok anyways its sunday since i haven sleep.. 5 nov... JR's 21st bday... haha.. he so cute! now i like k one orady.. hehe.. o ya.. kido and i same bday! 16 june! haha! so qiao... from left: JR, Gino, Darren, Li Yang, Kido
Jesse McCartney got new album! I think the songs are nicer than the previous album... beautiful soul.. i wanna buy the album! No money ah... so sad...
Training on mon... piano and tuition on tues.. maybe nid go back sch for jep meeting on wed... chinese tuition on thur... training on fri.. tuition on sat... muz go visiting on sun.. i dun even have a full day off.. wat kind of holiday is this.. so shitty one.. everyday oso got something going on... but my com is always on at night.. haha.. surfing web, blogging, watching videos... the typical me... went to find pics of k one juz now.. the pics not very nice... all the old old one.. like dun have new ones like tat..

hols... i'm bored

2006-11-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

i'm bored... nothin to do.. but better than sitting through boring lessons.. heh.. tomoro got training... muz wake up early again.. wahhh.. listening to 183 club's yi ba san now... kinda shitty at first.. but now i like it.. haha.. who wanna go out n chill.. i'm really bored at home.. anyone wanna go vivocity? i went there already.. lotsa things to shop... if got a lot of money la.. all the branded stuff there... armani exchange.. zara... guess... gap... alot la...
so.. going 2e next year... kinda hard to believe... i really really slacked alot this year... even my tuition teacher say so.. den he was like.. why can't u work as hard as last year... n den i was thinkin.. i worked so hard.. wat did i get.. nothin near wat i wanted... so this year i slacked... and then.. i got into 2e... a relatively good class.. not bad eh.. slackin is good.. workin hard is no good.. it'll only disappoint u.. cuz u worked so hard n got nothin.. ok actually i did.. i'm quite thankful i'm at where i am.. dunnid worry bout anythin... haha.. hey this 183 club album not bad eh.. songs quite nice.. but prefer their songs from the ou xiang ju-s.. anyone know of any other ou xiang ju-s? i'm bored... so wanna watch on youtube.. zi jing zhi dian dun have on youtube eh.. the show got k one.. haven watch a show tat got k one as the main actors yet... zi jing zhi dian is the only show tat i know of... but den the show quite old.. 2004.. hu cares la.. still can watch mah.. heex..
today actually got bbq n escape one.. but den ppl sick.. so everythin was cancelled.. tats y i'm at home.. woke up at 12.30... watch tv until 3.30... den use com until now... still using... haha.. tv n com.. the 2 most important things during holiday..

transforming....

2006-10-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

today is hari raya puasa... and so there's no sch... and so i'm bored... bcuz i dunno wat to do.. juz sitting here.. hogging the com.. and killing time.. wasting my youth... ok so wat am i suppose to do.. anyone wanna play badminton wif me? i'm SO BORED... and i'm dying to get out of this hse... there is nothin here to entertain me.. except for the com and tv... but now nothing to watch... my dad's in india and mum at the salon... as usual... going to salons is not an uncommon thing... la la la la elmo's world.. yingbin where are u.. i called ur hp can't get through.. call ur home phone.. u not at home... WHERE ARE U??? i'm so bored... and then this fionella banana dun wan to play badminton wif me.. wahhh.. so lonely.. i'm a loner.. bleh...
Aiya...anyways.. next year going to 2e... tian ah.. mr prem form teacher... we gotta transform into nerds already.. can't wear ankle socks anymore.. have to tuck in shirt.. have to pin up fringe liao... so ming ku.. and elizabeth.. can't fold skirt liao.. haha...
But i slacked so much this year lor.. how come still can go 2e ah.. my english got b3 eh.. haha.. history oso.. heck la.. but next year.. must work hard liao.. got streaming... aiming for 3j.. 3a too stressful liao.. i cannot study 24/7 one.. not a person hu stares at pieces of paper all day.. juz one more day of sch and i'm FREE! thur sch until 10.30am.. fri got training... wahh can't sleep late...
Ok i'm gonna laze around until... i oso dunno when.. ai ya.. when i feel like doing something den i'll do la... toodles for now..

neh... pissed...

2006-10-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

man i'm pissed... i ask my mum whether can go chalet den she like dun approve like tat.. wa lao wats the prob la.. always like tat one lor.. already said all girls... and den she say no adults ah? come on la... wats the prob? so freakin pissed... ugh.. den she say go n ask father.. man this 2 parents ah... always push here push there one.. mother say ask father... father say ask mother... like tat i juz go la.. wats the freakin point of asking for permission.. i'm honest enough to seek ur permission first ok.. i could have juz claimed tat i going for camp.. dammit.. f***ed up life la.. elizabeth i think u better gimme some of wat u craving for..
Haiz.. next year wat class would i go to? sure not 2E one... my english so kanasai.. mayb 2J or 2i lor.. bleh... anyways i dun really care la.. got frens can liao.. slacked so much this year still can improve by 8%.. haha.. who cares la.. do well for wat? its not like anyone's gonna care.. ESPECIALLY SINCE THERE IS SOMEONE HU ALWAYS GET WAT HE WANTS AND ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD.. but u noe wat.. i won't... cuz i have somethin tat u dun have man... and i ain't gonna let u take tat away from mua.. i hate u so badly i wish u never entered my life.. i wanna make u all take back ur words.. see hu more tua.. i might seem like i'm ok wif it.. but i'm not.. i'm not okay.. i was bloody pissed.. i hate being in this position.. ya'll think it's easy putting up wif ya'll.. having to face u ppl.. its pure torture ok.. u guys never choose me.. tell u somethin no reaction one... why should i waste my energy? tell me y u guys are acting like this? it seems like u all have changed.. i cant even be myself now.. dun ask me y i'm a bo chap person now.. u all are the main cause.. this is the first time i felt i didn't belong here.. i really wish i could get out of here.. den i won't have to face ur stinkin faces and put up wif ur nonsense.. this is such a f***ed up life..
And you.. you bloody asshole.. wat do u take me for? a substitute? i ain't gonna fall into ur trap.. u're not sincere and its so obvious.. i hate u.. everyone from ur sch same pattern one.. all suckers..

goong!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey hey ppl! so you all have been complaining so much bout me not posting anythin.. i very busy one ok... haha.. so changed blogskin.. AGAIN... like always when i get so into a tv show.. ya so u might find the song very irritating after listening to it for very long... so dun stay too long on my blog lor... haha.. when i have the time i'll change to a better one again.. if i actually bother la hor... heex.. i missed goong today la.. wa lao.. i had tuition.. damn it... nvm anyways i watch liao.. yay tomoro we gonna play rugby.. fun eh.. they now den come and introduce... i pri 3 already know liao.. haha.. o yeah.. i like tank already! after borrowing the cd from elizabeth.. i love san guo lian! its so damn nice! okays its 12.07am now.. i think i better go n sleep now.. ta ta..

wee hours in the morn hogging the com.. feels great

2006-10-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

too lazy to post.. so now den come and post somethin.. princess hours rox! i luv yul! he's so cute:) hehe.. so i watch the whole show liao.. on youtube.. like always.. the ending is so sweet! shin and CG are finally together:) yul had a not so good ending cuz he diden get to be with CG.. but they not compatible.. shin and CG den pei.. haha.. anyone know where to get the song? very nice leh even though i dunno wat the hell the singing.. hu cares... the song is nice.. heex
Exams over liao! YAY can totally slack.. i slacked the whole year lor.. but now must really dun care bout anythin.. haha.. i think i'm gonna hog the com every night from today onwards..
Ya know.. yesterday alicia n i had an adventure! We went to plaza sing after art exam.. den at there we met pamela they all.. then go far east plaza.. den eleanor and vanessa shop until like wat like tat.. pamela like so sian.. alex and nicole busy taking neoprints.. so alicia n i decided to go home.. we were tired ok.. ya so we took 162 from there.. n u noe wat.. the bus went to shenton way and the bus uncle told us to get down.. it was the last stop and we were the last pessengers on the bus.. so we were kinda lost.. so cross the road and take bus lor.. we took 130 all the way to AMK... tat was the last stop and AMk was the second last stop.. we were in the bus for like 45 minutes.. cia slept on the bus.. but i didn't.. cuz there was this lao ah mah whose hand was on the back of our seat.. it was so irritating cuz every now and then i felt her hand touchin my shoulders.. ugh..
so the bus stopped at AMk central.. and i had to take 76 home.. i reached home at 4.15pm.. we left far east at 3pm.. my journey lasted for 1 hour and 15 minutes.. but it was fun la.. first time having problems with buses.. haha.. good experience.. i was scared that i couldn't get home.. but i did.. heng ah.. haha.. next time.. when go orchard.. ALWAYS TAKE THE MRT HOME. doesn't matter how much the journey costs.. as long as its safe.. man i'm never taking bus from orchard from now on.. its too scary..

can't take it anymore

2006-09-23T02:37:00.000+08:00

wtf la.. i can't stand it when ppl ask me bout other ppl when i'm not even related to the matter... its like i'm juz there to pass the message and wat do u take me for? A computer searching for information? i'm human ok... its like the whole world has forgotten all bout me and it won't make a damn difference if i existed in this world or not... reality sux...
i'm slacking in my studies... things remain the same even if i do well or i don't.. so y bother studying so hard? no goals in life ... no nothin... work hard towards wat? no one notices me at all...

i can't think of a title

2006-09-22T00:20:00.001+08:00

hihi... hehe.. thursday night... ok friday morning... who cares.. exam next week... who cares... i dun... hehe.. alot of hw and sci test tomoro.. but i dun care.. juz finished researching on qin shi huang... i didn't bother reading the text... juz copy and paste everythin.. who gives a damn la.. history is boring.. and if i had read the whole thing.. i would fall asleep. So eh.. lookin for pics now... the usual... duan yuqiao rockz! Luv his da-shao-ye attitude i dunno y... wei yingqi rockz too! Luv his yingqi ming yan... haha... very hilarious...

So went to dentist today... got my wires tighten which really sux okay... very hard to eat one... looks like i gotta eat porridge for the next few days.. awww man...

i can't think of a title

2006-09-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

still got prob..

2006-09-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

My obssesion with mr fighting isn't over yet, not at least until the show is over. But meanwhile, let's keep it this way. The way i like it. So i know that the year end exams are approaching and they're approaching real fast. I don't know why but i just don't have the mood to study. It just isn't right. Maybe it's because i have been so lazy this year. I really have. Perhaps the reason is obssesing with idols. Yes it can get very addictive and i'm addicted already. So for those of you out there who want to watch taiwanese dramas aka ou xiang ju-s, you better be careful because you never know what crazy thing you'll do next like what i'm doing. Hogging the computer right in the middle of the night and the next day is a school day. The time now is 12.59am monday morning. No one's online and that's expected because you are all goodie goodies who listen to your mums who tell you all to go to bed early. Fortunately for me, my mum's sleeping. My dad's overseas. My brother's fast asleep in his single bed unlike mine which is a super single. HAHAHAHAHA i get the bigger bed. *Smiles*
You know what i'm doing now? I'm finding pictures from mr fighting. I am going overboard. I like the picture on top. Don't cha think tony and esther very compatible? I think so. But she's 18 and he's 28. Ok it would be better if their ages are kept confidential because it's weird to date a guy who's 10 years your senior. Oh before i forget, sorry the tagboard isn't working. It has gone mad. Well anyway, i don't really update my blog that often because as you all know, i've been busy watching videos on youtube and finding songs on baidu.

And now, my daily life. Let's see... I get very frustrated whenever people compares me with others. I mean, why can't i be different? Why must i be "like other people?" It just doesn't make sense. What's the point of living if everyone is the same? Wouldn't it be like the world has only 1 person with many clones except for the fact that no one looks alike? And another thing is sometimes you get very discouraged if someone is better than you in like pratically everything and you feel like it's the end of the world and if you commited suicide no one would give a damn about you because you are not at all important. Ever felt like that before? I did. Ok only the first part, not the commit suicide part. That's so exaggerating. In tuition, its like i am the third lowest person. As in, in terms of academics. And when the brainy people ask questions from school, i feet like a total moron cuz i don't understand a word about the question. It's like what's the point of staying on at the tuition when the people there are so brainy and i'm just so normal like all the other 220 scorers. Sometimes i feel like quiting but i can't cuz i can't find a better tutor. Actually i don't need one since i can cope on my own now that the standard's a little lower and i don't really have to put in much effort. And at the same time, i'm afraid that if i quit, my grades will drop like hell. This is so frustrating. I just wanna maroon myself on an island. I think i spelt maroon wrongly.. but what the heck. So ok that's about it for now. I've got school tomoro...