hey i got my exam results back. i was VERY disappointed with all my sciences and maths.

I FAILED PHYSICS.

I'm letting the whole world know that. I'm one of 6 failures in class. the bottom few in class. And also bottom few for chem and bio. got b4. the worst performance in my entire life. I was emo-ing the whole day. And then suddenly i decided that I wasn't gonna let that one small exam ruin my entire life. Results are important but there are other stuffs in life that are way way way important. Like money.

I failed SS but then this time i passed. So i don't see any problem in bucking up. I'll work hard during the holidays and i will pass the next exam. Everyone reading this please be my witness in case i slack ok.

You know I actually thought of giving up just today, during chem lesson, i think. I wanted to drop bio and I regretted choosing 3A. But it's too late for regrets now. I just gotta hold on till next year. And if i really flunk my o levels, then i guess its fate. After all, there're so many routes in life. There should be a way out.

I really hate sciences. But somehow I'm forcing myself to study them.
If I can't like the subject, then I'll make the subject love me to death.
That's my conclusion.

Don't worry about me jingyi. And thanks for cheering me up even though we're both in the same boat. I'm a strong person. I'm a fighter. I'm not easily defeated although i tend to give up easily last time. But not this time. So teachers who set super hard papers, bring it on. I'm not afraid of failing anymore. I 麻木 already. And just watch and see, maybe I'll create history.

To everyone who didn't do well for SA2: It's ok cause there'll always be people worse than you. And so what if we fail. Warren Buffet failed so many times but look at him now. He's the world's richest man. And always remember that the road to success is never smooth sailing. What you're going through now, it is just 人生的考验. It's part of life. Next time you succeed already then can tell people your story. Can go publish your very own book. Then people will, " WOAH!" and then you'll be rich and you can buy me that louis vuitton bag by thanking me for this heart warming post.