common tests are finally OVER.. not really satisfied with results.. felt that i could have done better. Yes i know that life's not only about academics.. but i can't help but feel this way.. and this is only the first common test. And on top of that.. problems keep piling up like hw.. life is such a torture now... but i'm not regretting coming to 3A.. its just probably 人生的考验.. i always tell myself that whenever i wanna pull out all my hair... i'm trying to stay optimistic but mood swings get in my way sometimes.. i'm so undecisive these days. I find it hard to make a simple decision, so unlike me. But its not like i can help it. It just comes naturally but some ppl just don't understand. I don't have a carefree life like most ppl. I'm not the same old person I used to be, fun and games are over now. It's time to get serious and stop playing.
Some ppl dont agree with me.. thats fine. I don't expect everyone to have the same mindset as me. Just want some understanding from you guys...