Well, 2008 has finally arrived. My feelings are neutral cuz I'm not really excited about the new year. New class, new classmates, new books and they are heavy! Everything new. Not used to the environment but i'm adapting slowly. Anyways we are going to be in the same class for 2 years, so we can take out time to bond with each other. Ex-classmates.. definitly miss them. But of course I won't forget them...unless they forget me which is almost impossible. So, nothing to be afraid of. Except for the fact that we might drift apart because of our limited time spent together. My dear alicia and kerrie... I miss you guys so badly. It's weird not having you 2 in the same class as me. And because of this, I kinda feel intimidated sometimes.. by teachers and classmates. I don't know why, maybe it's cuz I relied too much on you 2 for the past 2 years. So I guess it's time to grow up and be independent.
It's tough. Sometimes I'm so scared that I can't sleep and can't concentrate. And the thing is, I don't even know what I'm afraid of... Maybe I'm scared of being alone.. I need people around me.
So.. I hope I don't become a zombie who does nothing but study all day.. I wanna have fun just like today, at the cca exhibition. The sec 2s really made my day. We were laughing like how I used to laugh last year, so crazy that I don't bother about my surroundings. They were really horny! Haha... smacking each others boobs... I got smack too.. a few times.. But I didn't retaliate of course, I couldn't bring myself to.. it was so wrong! So I told them that they had to take BIO when they go to sec 3. They will really enjoy it.. haha
And I'm not saying that I don't like 3A or anything... I kinda like my new class, at least I've made some new friends. And it's an "international class". There are people from Indonesia, Thailand, Macau, Korea and maybe malaysia... not too sure bout malaysia. It's fun cuz we can have conversations like during exchange programmes. It's really cool! Hopefully the whole class will be united by march or some time by this half of the year.
Last but not least, to the sec 1s, JOIN BADMINTON!