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Monday, November 05, 2007
i gotta face the music by myself

i should have juz burnt that paper. No, i shouldn't even have taken it. I'm regretting it even before it starts. I know what's gonna happen, I can picture it all in my head. It's all because of my recklessness and my f***ing attitude. I only wanted to prove a point. And it's foolish and stupid, now i realise.
Why did I make so many mistakes this year? What's gotten into me? I don't even know who I am anymore. What happened to my carefree self? I wanna go back to the old times where I don't have to worry about anything. I keep having mood swings everyday. What the f*** is wrong with me?
I'm so confused and lost. I need somebody to help me get out of this. Is this life? Or am i juz unlucky? Bad things happen cuz my life is oh so perfect. But you know what?
LIFE SUX BIG TIME
Even some people are deliberatly making life difficult for me. So free ah? Go to hell a**holes.
I'm....
angry
stubborn
headstrong
reckless
emo
And so.... I'm done being nice

DADDY I WANT A PONY! 12:28 am