today's rehearsal was fun! Although it was really really MUDDY.. i managed to get through it. Yes i was eeyur-ing for the whole time. But the performance part was GREAT! Well when running to the 1 line 1 line formation, i "overshot", i missed my marking den had to go back a bit. So PAISEH lor!!! den nuraishah laughing at me.. haha.. i was like.. omg! AHHH! SHIT! but nvm la. haha. hope national day won't like tat. Aiya but tat time very dark mah. Den plus i cock eye one, understandable la hor... :)
And den during the finale finale. Its FINALE FINALE. not FINALE. i never type wrong. Cuz its really the ending mah. ya so.. as i was saying.. we go form long lines den go around the platform. so fun! Den we go until clementi pri sch there. They so CUTE!!!!! Some boy boy-s were sticking their hands out, wanting to get hi 5 from ppl. They i see them so cute den i hi 5-ed them! AHHH!!! SO CUTE!!! The girl girl-s very shy so they juz "hi!". SO, I "HI!" back to them! haha. They look so cute in their costumes.. especially the starfish!
Next we went back to our positions but we saw people on top of the movable stage(got wheels one) where all the singers stood.
The "they" is mayflowerians. So i also follow lor. They didn't stand there. juz go up den come down. I went up once! Den while i was on top there, I go and "wooooo!" Den i went down. So fun! so CRAZY! Everyone was partying like mad!
I wanted to go up another time. Just as i was about to step on the step, the guy/helper stopped me.. so sad.. haha. at least i went up there. And I GOT INTO THE SPIRIT OF NATIONAL DAY! WOOOOOO!!!
People were crowding the camera man. All wanna get their 1 sec of fame. I tried but couldn't cuz so many ppl. De Yuan got twice lor. wa lao. DE YUAN I HATE U... it's not fair!!! i wanna appear on the big big screen!
Today was quite wild. YAY! 2 more weeks to national day! olay!

finally free to come online.. is this sec sch life? so many problems and so little time to solve them? cuz life really sux now.. everyone's suffering. they all hate their lives. they wish they were never born. they wish they diden say the things that jus happen to shoot out of their mouths. they juz wanna get out of the situations they are in rite now. everyone's feeling exactly the same. so i guess if anyone feels like dying.. you're not alone. juz think that it's part of growing up and people make mistakes. life sux now... yes it does. but when u look back and think of all this, u find that everythin u've been thru was all worthwhile and u'll never regret making ur decisions whether they're right or wrong.
Who ever said that being a teenager was easy? we wish we could turn back time. don't do that. live life to the fullest. be happy. enjoy our youth. we're young...
went to the kranji cemetery yesterday. it was so sad. now i can say i'm proud to b a singaporean. i finally understand how tough life was in the past and i am really lucky to be here typing this thingy. and becuz of this, i feel that i'm living life too comfortably... and i'm still complaining, not being appreciative of wat i have..
all i noe how to do is complain... but i never thought that so many ppl were and still are in very bad states. sorry for all the troubles i've caused.
i'm blunt. i won't deny that fact. trying to be more sensitive