Pink is the colour

Saturday, September 23, 2006

can't take it anymore

wtf la.. i can't stand it when ppl ask me bout other ppl when i'm not even related to the matter... its like i'm juz there to pass the message and wat do u take me for? A computer searching for information? i'm human ok... its like the whole world has forgotten all bout me and it won't make a damn difference if i existed in this world or not... reality sux...
i'm slacking in my studies... things remain the same even if i do well or i don't.. so y bother studying so hard? no goals in life ... no nothin... work hard towards wat? no one notices me at all...

DADDY I WANT A PONY!

2:37 am

Friday, September 22, 2006

i can't think of a title

hihi... hehe.. thursday night... ok friday morning... who cares.. exam next week... who cares... i dun... hehe.. alot of hw and sci test tomoro.. but i dun care.. juz finished researching on qin shi huang... i didn't bother reading the text... juz copy and paste everythin.. who gives a damn la.. history is boring.. and if i had read the whole thing.. i would fall asleep. So eh.. lookin for pics now... the usual... duan yuqiao rockz! Luv his da-shao-ye attitude i dunno y... wei yingqi rockz too! Luv his yingqi ming yan... haha... very hilarious...

So went to dentist today... got my wires tighten which really sux okay... very hard to eat one... looks like i gotta eat porridge for the next few days.. awww man...

DADDY I WANT A PONY!

12:20 am

i can't think of a title

hihi... hehe.. thursday night... ok friday morning... who cares.. exam next week... who cares... i dun... hehe.. alot of hw and sci test tomoro.. but i dun care.. juz finished researching on qin shi huang... i didn't bother reading the text... juz copy and paste everythin.. who gives a damn la.. history is boring.. and if i had read the whole thing.. i would fall asleep. So eh.. lookin for pics now... the usual... duan yuqiao rockz! Luv his da-shao-ye attitude i dunno y... wei yingqi rockz too! Luv his yingqi ming yan... haha... very hilarious...

So went to dentist today... got my wires tighten which really sux okay... very hard to eat one... looks like i gotta eat porridge for the next few days.. awww man...

DADDY I WANT A PONY!

12:20 am

Monday, September 18, 2006

still got prob..

My obssesion with mr fighting isn't over yet, not at least until the show is over. But meanwhile, let's keep it this way. The way i like it. So i know that the year end exams are approaching and they're approaching real fast. I don't know why but i just don't have the mood to study. It just isn't right. Maybe it's because i have been so lazy this year. I really have. Perhaps the reason is obssesing with idols. Yes it can get very addictive and i'm addicted already. So for those of you out there who want to watch taiwanese dramas aka ou xiang ju-s, you better be careful because you never know what crazy thing you'll do next like what i'm doing. Hogging the computer right in the middle of the night and the next day is a school day. The time now is 12.59am monday morning. No one's online and that's expected because you are all goodie goodies who listen to your mums who tell you all to go to bed early. Fortunately for me, my mum's sleeping. My dad's overseas. My brother's fast asleep in his single bed unlike mine which is a super single. HAHAHAHAHA i get the bigger bed. *Smiles*
You know what i'm doing now? I'm finding pictures from mr fighting. I am going overboard. I like the picture on top. Don't cha think tony and esther very compatible? I think so. But she's 18 and he's 28. Ok it would be better if their ages are kept confidential because it's weird to date a guy who's 10 years your senior. Oh before i forget, sorry the tagboard isn't working. It has gone mad. Well anyway, i don't really update my blog that often because as you all know, i've been busy watching videos on youtube and finding songs on baidu.

And now, my daily life. Let's see... I get very frustrated whenever people compares me with others. I mean, why can't i be different? Why must i be "like other people?" It just doesn't make sense. What's the point of living if everyone is the same? Wouldn't it be like the world has only 1 person with many clones except for the fact that no one looks alike? And another thing is sometimes you get very discouraged if someone is better than you in like pratically everything and you feel like it's the end of the world and if you commited suicide no one would give a damn about you because you are not at all important. Ever felt like that before? I did. Ok only the first part, not the commit suicide part. That's so exaggerating. In tuition, its like i am the third lowest person. As in, in terms of academics. And when the brainy people ask questions from school, i feet like a total moron cuz i don't understand a word about the question. It's like what's the point of staying on at the tuition when the people there are so brainy and i'm just so normal like all the other 220 scorers. Sometimes i feel like quiting but i can't cuz i can't find a better tutor. Actually i don't need one since i can cope on my own now that the standard's a little lower and i don't really have to put in much effort. And at the same time, i'm afraid that if i quit, my grades will drop like hell. This is so frustrating. I just wanna maroon myself on an island. I think i spelt maroon wrongly.. but what the heck. So ok that's about it for now. I've got school tomoro...

DADDY I WANT A PONY!

12:53 am

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

finally

omg la ppl.. i finally post for so long... been busy watching ge dou tian wang on youtube so i too lazy to care bout my blog.. and oso neva visit other blogs.. ok i m totally obssesed with mr fighting.. i watched it like twice on youtube orady and channel u still got show... see how crazy i can get? haha.. well anyways.. i had to redo my blog cuz there had been quite a lot of problems and i was so fed up and i kinda deleted everythin and start all over again.. but the url doesn't change cuz i used back the same one.. see like tat u all dun nid go n relink.. see i so nice.. haha.. jkjk... o ya.. i went to hong kong.. spent $500 sing... bot alot of stuff... shopping rawks! my father was like omg... but my mother spent more than me ok... haha.. like mother like daughter... then now is holiday lor... and got so much hw.. i dun think i can finish lor.. mrs thomas say muz do 5 book reviews leh.. i haven even start on 1 yet.. hehe.. too lazy to do la.. and still got other work to do leh.. ppl wanna rest during holidays one eh.. muz lenient a bit mah... dun so strict leh.. wa lao... aiya.. hw dun care first.. haha.. like my blogskin? GE DOU TIAN WANG! i took so long to find the perfect gdtw blogskin leh... some nice but den spoil spoil one so can't use.. heng i found this one ah.. but i feel like there is not enough pictures.. i go put la... haha.. ok gtg work on my blog now.. toodles for now...

DADDY I WANT A PONY!

1:55 am